It wasn’t long after my episode I began to feel a bit better, the elixir Judith gave to me was now working. I told her I wanted to sleep, even though she was reluctant to leave, she left after much persuasion from me since I needed some time alone. I kept turning in bed even though the storm inside of me had been getting calm. I couldn’t shake the feeling of emptiness and shame I was feeling. How I would be neglected and become an outcast if I eventually become what I saw myself become through the mirror.
Finally, sleep came and it wasn’t as bad as I had expected it to be, instead it was full of calm with a strange dream. I had a dream where a woman appeared to me.
I found myself in an old house, the paint on the walls were peeling and the roofs were falling apart. I looked around car
