Declan
The last few days have been difficult. I trained more intensively and spent more time with the team. I felt bad for Austin, who at first waited for me to come home every night before going to sleep so we could play at least one game, but my nights suck. It was hard not to think about her during the day. Especially at school. It took all my effort to act like a man and not look in her direction. But at night when I lay in bed... I couldn't stop wanting and feeling her. Em…She was kind of different. I probably wouldn't admit it to anyone, but she made me feel so alive, so strong, so powerful.
Stupid.
But I couldn't forgive her lie. And I can't ignore what kind of life she's used to. Everyone thought they were tough and capable of withstanding any living conditions. But to people w
