Emaline
I was exhausted. I was happy with how things were going between me and Dec, but I felt like everything else was a disaster. Tony and Connie weren't talking to me. Kate answered my calls less and less. She was still busy for coffee. Austin was in crisis again. The weeks progressed and with them, the material he had to cover increased and he was already very tired and nervous. Even for me with these three days a week, it was too much to help him.
I felt like a complete failure, even though I had read that there would be many such moments. Dec has been busier this past week. It was already Thursday and we still hadn't been able to see each other. They had a game coming up and he was practicing all the time. At least that's how I explained the lack of time for me.
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