Dawn came too quickly.
I stood in the training grounds watching the pack assemble my breath misting in the cool morning air. Kieran had left an hour ago to brief the patrols trusting me to handle this first session alone. A show of faith that both warmed and terrified me.
Sixty wolves gathered before me. Warriors primarily but also hunters scouts and a few brave souls who had never fought before but wanted to learn. They watched me with a mixture of curiosity, skepticism and hope.
I was wearing training clothes Kieran had provided fitted pants and a tank top that allowed easy movement. My silver hair was pulled back in a braid. I looked more prepared than I felt.
“Most of you have never seen a Silver Wolf before” I began my voice carrying across the grounds. “You’ve probably heard legends. Some are true. Some are exaggerated. Let me show you what’s real.”
I shifted.
The transformation still felt like diving into moonlight like coming home. My silver wolf emerged larger than any she wolf should be my coat gleaming in the dawn light. I let them see me fully and let them understand what they were working with.
Then I shifted back.
“Speed” I said. “A Silver Wolf can shift in seconds. In battle that advantage can save lives.” I looked at Marcus who stood at the front of the group. “Beta, would you shift please?”
Marcus obliged his brown wolf appearing in the smooth but slower transformation most wolves experienced. Ten seconds, maybe fifteen.
“Acceptable for a beta” I said. “But not fast enough if a vampire has its fangs at your throat. Today we work on speed. Pair up. Experienced warriors with novices. We drill until shifting is as natural as breathing.”
They moved to organize themselves. I walked among them, watching corrections and offering encouragement. When a young warrior named Dex struggled his shift stuttering halfway through I placed my hand on his shoulder.
Silver light flowed from my palm.
Dex gasped as my power washed through him, smoothing the transformation making his wolf emerge clean and quick. When he shifted back his eyes were wide with wonder.
“How did you”
“Selene’s gift” I explained. “I can heal but I can also strengthen. Help your wolves remember what they truly are.” I raised my voice. “Everyone circle up!”
They gathered around me sixty pairs of eyes watching intently.
“In three weeks we face an enemy unlike any you’ve fought before” I said. “Vampires move faster than wolves. They’re stronger, older and harder to kill. Orcs are nearly impossible to bring down without silver weapons. And Bloodfang warriors fight without honor without mercy. If we fight as we always have we will lose.”
Fear rippled through the crowd.
“But we won’t fight as we always have” I continued. “We’ll fight as one united force with each wolf supporting the others. We’ll use tactics and coordination strategies. And we’ll have advantages they don’t expect.” I let my eyes glow silver. “Me.”
I raised my hand and called the light.
It came easier now than it had in Selene’s realm a column of pure moonlight that blazed from my palm into the sky. The wolves shielded their eyes, gasping.
“This light burns vampires like sunlight” I said. “It disorients orcs. It gives our wolves strength and speed beyond their normal limits. In battle I will be your beacon. When you see this light you rally to me. Understood?”
“Yes Luna!” The response was ragged but sincere.
“Again” I commanded. “Louder.”
“YES LUNA!”
Better.
For the next three hours I drilled them relentlessly. Shifting speed. Formation fighting. Defensive circles. How to bring down opponents larger than themselves. How to protect the vulnerable while maintaining offensive pressure.
I pushed them hard but not cruelly. When warriors stumbled I helped them up. When they succeeded I praised them. And when exhaustion began to set in I moved among them letting my healing light restore their energy smooth their aches renew their strength.
By mid morning they were fighting as a unit. Not perfectly but better than they had been. Good enough to have a chance.
“Break!” I finally called. “Water food for fifteen minutes. Then we go again.”
As the wolves dispersed toward the refreshment tables Marcus approached me. His expression was thoughtful.
“You’re a natural at this” he said. “Training leading. Have you done this before?”
I shook my head. “Selene showed me battles from the past how the previous Silver Wolves led their packs. I’m improvising based on what I saw.”
“Well keep improvising. The pack is responding to you.” He glanced at the assembling wolves then back at me. “They’re starting to believe we can win.”
“We can win.” I met his eyes. “But we’ll lose wolves too. Even with my powers with Kieran’s leadership with all our preparation some won’t make it home.”
Marcus was quiet for a moment. “Kieran knows. He’s been sick about it. Choosing which warriors to put on the front lines which to hold in reserve. Who lives, who dies. That’s the weight of being Alpha.”
“He doesn’t have to carry it alone.” The words came out fiercer than I intended. “That’s what having a mate means right? Sharing the burdens?”
Marcus smiled slightly. “You’re going to be good for him. For all of us.”
Before I could respond a commotion erupted near the training ground entrance.
Cassidy strode into the clearing followed by Margot Vivienne and Elena. They were dressed for training though Cassidy’s outfit looked more runway than practical. She stopped a few feet from me, her chin raised.
“We’re here to train” she announced.
I blinked. “You’re not warriors.”
“No. But you said everyone should learn to fight. So teach us.” Her jaw was set, her eyes challenging. “Unless you’re afraid we’ll show you up.”
Behind her I could see the calculation. Cassidy was smart. She understood that the power structure had shifted and she was adapting. If she couldn’t be chosen as Luna she’d find another way to be important to be seen.
I could respect that.
“Fine” I said. “But if you’re here you follow my orders like everyone else. No special treatment because you’re the former mean girls of Shadowpine. Understood?”
Cassidy’s eyes narrowed. Then she dropped her gaze, a gesture of submission that clearly cost her. “Understood.”
“Good. Join the novice group with Dex. He’ll catch you up on what you missed.”
As they moved away Marcus chuckled. “That was diplomatic.”
“I’m learning.” I watched Cassidy reluctantly take instruction from a warrior she’d probably never spoken to before. “Besides, if she channels her competitive energy into training, maybe she’ll be too tired to cause trouble.”
“Optimistic. I like it.”
The break ended. I called them back and we drilled for another three hours. By the time I dismissed them for lunch even the strongest warriors were exhausted staggering toward the packhouse with muscles trembling.
I stayed behind my own body aching despite the goddess’s power flowing through me. Selene had warned me that channeling divine energy had limits. I couldn’t heal indefinitely and couldn't maintain the light forever. I would need to learn my boundaries before the battle or I’d burn out at the worst possible moment.
“Impressive.”
I turned to find Kieran approaching two plates of food in his hands. He’d shifted to human form wearing jeans and a fitted shirt that showed off the warrior’s build beneath. Even exhausted, sweaty and sore, my mate was breathtaking.
“How long have you been watching?” I asked.
“Long enough to see you turn sixty uncertain wolves into the beginning of an army.” He handed me a plate of roasted chicken vegetables and fresh bread. “You need to eat. You’ve been channeling power for hours.”
I sank down on a bench suddenly ravenous. “How were the patrols?”
“Quiet. Too quiet.” Kieran sat beside me close enough that our thighs touched. “Bloodfang is planning something. I can feel it.”
Through the mate bond I sensed his anxiety and the weight of leadership pressing on him. I leaned my head on his shoulder offering what comfort I could.
“We’ll be ready” I said softly.
“Will we?” His voice was raw. “Isla I’ve run the numbers. Even with your powers, even with perfect execution, we're going to lose wolves. Good wolves. Friends. Maybe even” He stopped jaw clenching.
“Maybe even me?”
He turned to face me, his storm gray eyes fierce. “I will not lose you. Do you understand? I just found you. I’m not letting some vampire or orc or rival alpha take you away.”
“Kieran”
“Promise me.” His hands cupped my face, desperate and tender. “Promise me you’ll be careful. That you won’t throw yourself into danger like you did with Tommy. Promise me.”
I looked at my mate, this strong alpha who’d finally seen me and knew I couldn’t make that promise. Selene had shown me fragments of what was coming, battles blood impossible choices. I was the champion. That meant standing between my pack and annihilation no matter the cost.
But I could give him something else.
I kissed him.
It was our first real kiss, desperate and sweet tasting of fear and hope and the bond that tied us together. Kieran made a sound low in his throat pulling me closer, one hand tangling in my silver hair. Through the bond I felt his wolf singing his human heart pounding the depth of emotion he felt for me crashing through both of us like a tidal wave.
When we finally broke apart both breathing hard I rested my forehead against his.
“I promise” I whispered “that I will fight with everything I have to come back to you. That I will be as careful as I can while still protecting our pack. That’s the best I can offer.”
Kieran closed his eyes struggling with himself. Then nodded once sharp and pained. “Then I’ll have to make sure I’m fighting beside you. Someone needs to watch your back.”
“That’s what mates do” I said.
“That’s what mates do” he agreed.
We sat there for a while eating in comfortable silence drawing strength from each other’s presence. But I knew what was coming.
The hardest two and a half weeks of our lives.
And at the end a battle that would determine everything.