(Joy)
THE RELIEF I felt when I saw Hosea surprised and scared me. The urge to run to him and hug him was too strong I had to clench my fists to control myself. I was probably too shaken from the event earlier that seeing his face makes me want to press my face on his chest and cry. It was crazy.
I am not the type to rely on others. Lizzy and Martin were the only person I allowed to help me. When I left even when Martin offered me his selfless love and care, I promised that I will be strong. Strong enough so he can be proud of me even if we will never see each other again. It is the least I can do to repay even one percent of the help he has given me.
So why am I feeling weak now? Why do I suddenly have an impulse to rely on someone who I barely even knew? Was this because I am having
