(JOY)
HOSEA touched my lower lip after the kiss. He stared at me with the softest expression I have ever seen on him.
“You didn’t have to do that, you know.”
“I wanted it. I…” I hesitated for a moment but then decided to admit one of my darkest fantasies. One that I didn’t write in that list I made so many months ago. “I enjoy blowjob. Even before… I had a real relationship, I find the act fascinating and arousing.”
Hosea’s brows arched. “How did you find it arousing before you had a relationship?”
My cheeks heated up but continued my admissions. I don’t even know why I am being this honest with Hosea. I am not the talkative type. I don’t really spill my feelings out loud unless I am forced to do so. But with Hosea, his presence is enough for my thoughts and feelings to escape from my
