My everything

Chapter seven - Blooming love

Abby's POV:

As I expected, my dad didn't like my boyfriend. The dinner didn't go very well. Luke was honest and told my dad everything about himself. The thing is that it doesn't matter. Dad appreciates honesty but thinks this boy is not good enough for me. He is only a teenager. I don't know what he expects from him. I'm not looking for a serious relationship. Well, I will try for one if we manage to last long. Sometimes, I don't understand my dad at all. Up to now, we have never argued over anything. I don't know what happened. He still doesn't like my choice, but I don't care. Of course, I am grounded. At least, that is what my dad said. I'm not sure if I am. That doesn't matter. I still went to see Luke after dinner. He left, and I know why. I understand him. In his place, I won't stay at home either. Dad and I need to talk like grown-up people. He can't keep treating me like a little kid. I know he wants me to be happy and not heartbroken, but life is mine. I am the one who has to make the decision. Also, people learn from their mistakes. I will find a way to tell my dad Luke is not that bad. I don't know if he will understand me, but I should try. I don't want my boyfriend to stay away from me because of my dad. That is not fair. The good news is that we go to school together. That means I can see him every day. For me, that is the only positive thing about the whole situation. I don't know what else to do anymore. Well, one thing is sure. I won't stop seeing Luke. I'm not breaking up with him only because my dad said I should do it. When he was my age, he made his choice. Now it's my turn. I want to experience what it feels like to be in a relationship. He can't take that away from me. I hope that we'll be able to understand each other without any arguments. That is the last thing I want to happen.

It's the weekend. A whole week has passed since the dinner. I didn't talk with my dad about it. The thing is that I don't know what to tell him. I feel whenever I start talking about my boyfriend, we'll argue. I want us to have a peaceful conversation. It's not that hard. Well, at least for me. I don't want to disrespect my dad or his decision. I might be only a teenager, but I know what I want. No one knows how long we'll last, but why can't I try? High school is where you try new things and decide what you want to do with your life.

I woke up and went to get ready for the day. I don't have plans. That's why I might stay inside. One of the things I want to do is talk with my dad. I believe that he is calmer. Honestly, it will be better if he tells me what he wants from Luke. Sadly, that won't happen. I don't even know why he didn't like him. It can't be because of his grades. There is something else. When I was ready, I walked downstairs for breakfast. Dad was already at the table. Perfect. Now is my chance.

- Good morning, dad.

- To you too.

- Where is mom?

- She walked out. Do you need her?

- No, I'm only asking.

- Ok.

- Do you have a minute?

- Can I eat my breakfast in peace?

- I only wanted to talk with you, that's it.

- I don't want to listen if it's about your boyfriend.

- But you have to do it. Dad, he didn't do anything wrong.

- Why are you so sure?

- Because I know it. Luke was honest with you and told you everything.

- I appreciate that, but it doesn't mean he can care for you.

- Dad, Luke is my boyfriend, not part of a daycare center. You are the one who takes care of me. Mom as well.

- On the day you find a boyfriend, he is the one who takes care of you.

- Are you trying to betray me?

- No, I am saying what the boy has to do. Well, he is not doing it.

- Why do you think like that? You don't know what we do.

- I will tell you only one thing. This boy is not ready for a serious relationship. He won't make you happy.

- I never said that I wanted a serious one. I want to experience things, but it can't happen if you keep forbidding me from doing it!

- All I want for you is to be happy.

- I am.

- No, you are blind. One relationship is not full only of roses.

- I don't understand why you have to be like that.

- When you become a parent, you will understand.

- I won't stop seeing him.

- You know that you are grounded.

- So? I don't care. You can't stop me from going out.

- That is what grounded means.

- Well, I don't care. I am going out to see him.

- If you do that, you shouldn't come home again.

- What? Are you serious?

- I don't want any people who have been in contact with him at home.

- Dad, he is not sick.

- I don't care. The choice is yours.

- You are my dad, and I love you, but this time, you hurt me. - I said and left

I can't believe that my dad did this to me. I walked into my room, took my small backpack, and went out. The question is about the place where I want to go. I don't want to call Luke now. He might be busy with something. It's better if we don't see each other that often. Otherwise, my dad will be mad again. I'm not in the mood to argue with him. I walked to the lake. This became my go-to place. I sat down and started thinking. Everything started here. We played games all year with each other. People thought we were dating. I was sure this would never happen. It was all a game, no feelings. Well, that's what I thought. I fell for him way earlier than I realized it. Maybe it was for good. I know Luke is not a hero who will always keep me safe, but I like him. He is a good boy and treats me well. I don't want anything else from him.

I pulled out my phone and texted him to see where he was. My boyfriend was at home, watching movies. I told him where I was in case he wanted to come. After half an hour, he came.

- Hey.

- Hey. What are you doing here alone?

- Nothing. I wanted to go out for a while.

- Did something happen between you and your dad?

- I tried to talk with him about you. He is stubborn.

- Give up. He will never like me. Live your life and ignore him.

- He is my dad. I don't want to keep arguing with him.

- Maybe you have to give him some time. He will calm down if he sees you are not giving up on me.

- I don't want you to prove yourself to anyone.

- I won't do it. You like me, and that is enough for me.

- I'm glad to hear that.

- What do you want us to do now? We can go somewhere.

- I don't know. You can decide.

- Hey, don't be upset. Things will get better. I promise you.

- When?

- That is something I can't tell.

- Then don't say anything.

- I won't, but I will do something else.

- What?

Luke didn't say anything and kissed me. Every time I fall for that. The thing is that I like it. Sometimes I feel like this is blooming love. It's good in the beginning. Well, none of us knows what real love means. I mean, I have never dated anyone before. It feels good but scary. I don't want it to end. There are so many things we never did. I have been to places, but alone. I would love to take my boyfriend with me. Everything will be funnier.

That was supposed to be a kiss. We both know that we can't last long. I mean, a simple kiss is not something we can do. I thought we had calmed down, but maybe not. The thing is that I don't want my relationship to be based only on that. No matter that I like this a lot. Soon, he pulled away, and I looked at him.

- Do you feel better?

- A little bit. Thanks.

- I can go for round two.

- Not now, please. Can we go for drinks?

- Yeah, sure. What do you want?

- I won't deny hot chocolate. I feel a bit cold.

- No wonder why. Look how you walked out. Take my sweatshirt.

- What about you?

- I'll be fine. After all, I am a boy.

- So? You have feelings too. I bet you are cold.

- In fact, I'm not. Take this, and let's go.

- Ok, thanks.

Both Luke and I went to a fast-food restaurant. I wasn't sure if they served hot chocolate, but they did. Luke and I took a cup. Then we went to a park to drink it. There were a couple of kids playing. Now it's colder, and they don't go outside that often. I took a sip of my drink and snuggled. I feel bad for him. He is freezing because of me. I know he will never admit it. Hopefully, the hot chocolate will warm us a bit.

- What do you want us to do next? I can take you to my house, but my mom and dad are there.

- No, thanks. I will go home.

- But I don't want you to go. Not yet.

- I think I have to talk with my mom about you. I want to know what she thinks. It's visible that my dad won't change his mind for now.

- You can make her talk with him.

- I was thinking about that, but I won't do it. I don't want them to argue because of me.

- Technically, it's because of me.

- It doesn't matter. I don't want this to happen.

- Ok, then. What is the plan?

- I don't have one.

- I will gladly come with you, but I don't know if I should do it.

- Please, no. I don't want my dad to throw you away.

- He can't do that.

- Trust me, he can.

- I don't think I will ever be welcomed in your house.

- Maybe by my mom.

- It's better if I don't come at all.

- The same is for me. Right?

- What do you mean?

- You won't present me to your parents.

- We always argue about everything. Also, I don't plan to tell them at all. They are not interested in me. Why do I have to do it?

- Maybe because they are your parents.

- It doesn't matter. They won't appreciate it. The only person I will let meet you is my brother, Sam. He was happy when I told him about you. His girlfriend liked you.

- At least I am welcomed by them. - I said, chuckling

- You are.

- I want to go home and talk with my mom.

- Can I at least send you home?

- Yeah, sure. Well, you will leave me one street from my house. Dad won't be happy to see you. Right now, I don't want you two to argue. Last time it was enough.

- It's ok. I'll make sure he won't see me soon.

- Thanks.

Luke sent me home and walked away. Dad is probably waiting for me. I hope that my mom is at home. I would love to talk with her. I walked in and saw my parents at the table, drinking coffee. I passed by them and walked into my room. Soon, my mom came in and sat on the bed. I wish things have been easier.

- Is everything ok?

- Kind of.

- You can tell me if there is a problem.

- You already know what the problem is.

- Let me guess. Luke and your dad.

- Yes. It looks like I have to choose a side. I don't want to.

- Honey, no one said that you have to choose.

- Did you like him?

- Who? Luke?

- Yes.

- He looks like a nice boy. I don't know him well, so I can't say anything.

- Dad too, but he is stubborn.

- I liked that he was honest. It looks like he cares about you.

- He does, but my dad doesn't want to see it.

- Look, your dad wants something from your future boyfriend. In that case, it is Luke. The thing is that I don't know what it is. He doesn't want to tell me.

- I don't want to argue with him.

- I know.

- Luke is already arguing with his parents.

- Why?

- They don't like him. I mean, he is not perfect like his brother.

- Abby, no one is perfect, and you know it.

- I do. Luke too. That's why he said all these things to my dad. I believe he was mad.

- Did you talk with him about that?

- He knows my dad doesn't like him. For now, he won't come home at all.

- I tried to talk with your dad, but nothing happened.

- Please don't do it. I don't want you two to argue because of me.

- It's not because of you. All I wanted was to understand what he wanted from the boy. Well, he didn't tell me anything.

- Leave him.

- Everything will be fine. You have to be patient.

- Am I grounded?

- No, why?

- According to my dad, I am. It's not like I wasn't outside today.

- I will talk with him about that. You are not grounded because you didn't do anything wrong. Dating someone is not a crime.

- Thanks, mom. At least you are on my side.

- I'm not choosing a side in this argument. Both of you have to sit and talk calmly. I will make sure your dad understands this.

- I don't want to do it anymore. Let him do whatever he wants. I have already made my decision.

- What decision?

- I won't break up with him.

- For a moment, I thought you had done something else.

- No. I don't know how long we'll last, but I want to try and see where it goes. We both want it.

- Trying is the first step to success.

- That is true.

- Keep your head up. Things will get better.

- I hope so.

- They will. You'll see.

- Thank you.

- I love you.

- I love you too, mom.

Mom and I talked for a while. Later, I went to help her with dinner. Dad was in his room. We were at the same table, but no one talked. I don't have what to tell him. He won't make up his mind. I am not giving up on my relationship. Maybe I have to give him some time to accept everything. He is not used to seeing me with a boy, but the problem is not mine. I am happy with Luke. Also, he didn't do anything to me. Well, except for the nice things. I should make my dad understand that my boyfriend is not that bad. It will take time. I hope that in the end, things between them will be good. I don't want to argue with anyone.