King Andrew's pov.
"You did what?" Seth yells at me, he doesn't care that other Vampires in the castle could hear us.
I look back at him, turning to face him. "I didn't mean to do it. I just lost control."
He chuckles, his hands goes to his mouth and wipe his lips, trying to tame his own raging monster. I could feel the anger in him, resonating out loud that his eyes can't help but show it's presence. Red eyes. I know it. Maybe I shouldn't have told him, but it's Seth, no matter what, he'd later know.
He beats my chest, pushing me such that I stagger, hurriedly, I control my own beast and monster that wants to growl at him for doing that.
"You lost control. How? So, you're telling me that you didn't mean to want to kill her. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"I am your king, Seth. No matter what, you learn to respect my authority." He chuckles at that, which only fuels me more to go to the edge, making my eyes go red and black, each colour taking half of my lens. I close my eyes to keep both creatures at check.
Seth should be careful.
"King, my foot. Authority, to hell with it. Andrew, you are going crazy. Infact you're mad." He spit right in front of me. My eyes widens, not able to believe Seth, doing this to me. My monster and beast goes shock as well. Something tells me that if anything, Seth is ready to sacrifice his life for Kara's. He really cares for her. A part of me, a deepen part of me that I'm not taming wants me to reason but I just can't. After what....no don't think of it, Andrew. Do not think of it.
Seth's raging voice brings me back to the now. "You've changed completely. Everything you've worked for...everything we've ever wanted, you're now trying to destroy them. You forced us to go kill the humans the other night. You didn't even care that my Melissa, my rightful mate is there. I had to protect her even in that moment, where it's so hard to repel your anger that's inside me. You forced your burning fire on us all. And we had no choice than to feed on it. Do you know how many Vampires that had killed people that they used to care for? That they still love?" He asked, his voice raised, yelling so loudly at me. I look down, but for a reason, my ego didn't draw down.
It only rises the more, causing me to breath heavily through my nose as I also think inside of me that I'm not doing things right. But at the same time, this feels right.
"But they asked for it." Answers, myself.
Seth gives me a pitiful eyes, as though he wants to cry. I'm sure if he can, he would. He points his open palm at me. "This is not you, Andrew. This is not who you were before that day. You and Kara were getting along, but yet, because you were afraid that she's weak and could die, you want to change her, finally." He tsk, and looks away to the ground, shaking his head.
"And I'll do it again. I'll turn her thousands of time if I have to."
"And yet you didn't. You couldn't." He tells me, and pauses, contemplating on the rest of my earlier soeech. "Oh, so, we are back to the days when you wouldn't care for anything." He isn't asking.
"I care for Kara."
"You don't. You care for yourself. When she was hurt..."
"No, Seth. Don't." I rebuke, my voice yelling at him, as a growl speaks in the background. He shivers for a moment, but regains himself. I hate that he's a part of the Elementary Chosen of the Council of Four, it makes him powerful such that he can repel my rage, and with his water Bender, it just makes it more easier for him.
"I will." He strains. He's suffering still under my punishment of making him not to say what is on his mind, but he wants to. "Ever since...ever since that day Kara died..." He pauses, and whines. I hate that I'm doing this. Perhaps Seth is right. This isn't who I used to be. I am.back.to being the initial me.
"You felt the hurt of losing your mate, and you couldn't care about anything else than yourself. You don't want to feel that pain again, so you thought turning her will guarantee that...let me tell you one thing, Andrew. If you had changed her, she'd never love you." He looks right into my red-black eyes, and the way he watched me gives me the chills, causing me to stumble back and look down, in the mental state, I'm looking into myself.
I open the mind barrier gate to Seth's mind, and he allows me to walk inside, all in the mental state. When I see that he really means what he's saying from the deepest, inner part of him, I bring my hand to my face, and palm it there, covering it.
He can't be right. I'd lose everything. She already has so much effect on me. I fall down to my knees, and keeps my hands on my face, still face-palming. I could sense Seth, looking down at me.
My anger overcomes my better judgement, and I find myself saying, as I raise my head to meet his, my eyes fully red, meaning that this is my Vampirism talking, no beast, just me. "Then, I will force her into being mine."
Seth gasp, his mouth agape. I stand up and feel the anger from own self, not from my beast — not from the Werewolf part of me — as I gaze at him.
"But you know the effect. If she tries to repulse you, which she will definitely do, she could die in pain, or be crucified, that means eternal pain. She'll be alive, without actually being alive. You will allow that to, by her own reason, happen to her?" He looks at me with such eyes I have never grown to see on his face before. Seth has never acted this way to me.
The barrier is still open, I can see how much he wishes he could strangle me right this ticking second.
"I will do what I have to do." I finish and he squeezes his face, wanting to sob. He face the ceiling, skywards, and yells humanly into it. His red eyes goes back to being dim behind his original brown eyes when he looks at me.
"Leave, Andrew. Just go to the fourth kingdom." He pauses. "We don't need you here, not now. If you stay, you'll hurt Kara, and you'll change all policy.
That is disaster." He adds.
"But I am suppose to leave by tomorrow." I tell him, and emphasize on it, making sure that he gets what I'm passing through. He's sending me away, isn't it? "And this is my Kingdom." I add.
"Your Kingdom is at every kingdoms. So, I'm begging you to go to another for now. You can come here later, after you're done with killing a set of specie we've always been trying, all this years to bring to reason with us, and stop this bloodshed. Go kill them." The way he said it tells it all, gives away all his feelings. In his mind, he thinks that stopping me is of no use. I think he thinks it true.
"Fine, I'm leaving." I say, but before I turn my back, Seth has turned his and start to walk away. "You don't mean it?" Of course he means it. I know he does, but I wasn't believing it until now.
"I do."
"Seth..." He's gone... this is one of the things that he has never done before mHe's always been the one to give me fill respect even as he's so close to me. What am I doing?
What is right. I hear the voice inside my head, and nod, not thinking anymore. This is the way. This is the path to ensure that I survive. And that Kara does as well, so she could finally be my queen. Be everyone's queen.
Glancing behind me, I speed to the outside, the cool air hitting my face, and spot Damien's black hair. He's talking to one of commoners. I don't care if he's done as I go into his mind, opening his mind to mine, and call him to come to me, instantly. He turns and on seeing me, he runs over, within seconds, he's appeared right afront of me.
"Bring me a travelling cart, I'm going to the fourth kingdom." As I tell him, he nods and without hesitation, he runs off to eliminate my order.
He doesn't joke this time around, knowing that this certainly isn't the mood for that. Once he's gone, I go back to my room. Kara will soon be back to the kingdom with Louis, I have trusted him, enough to keep her with his predatory self. He once told me that he saw something absurd concerning Kara, but that will be solved and looked into when I'm back.
She must still be unconscious right now. And for some reasons, I feel no remorse at what I've done. My heart has been dead since a long time. My blood is stagnant, and unmoving, the impurity in it isn't being washed off as in the human's. This is me. This is who I am as the King of all Vampire's Kings. I get what I want. And with Kara, being my mate, she will definitely be mine. No one...ever will be to hurt her again.