CHAPTER 5 — The Terms

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He walked me home. We were quiet for most of it — not the uncomfortable silence of two strangers but the loaded silence of two people who had just crossed a threshold that could not be uncrossed. The ultrasound photograph was in my folder. The folder was under my arm. The morning had fully committed to itself now — the sprinklers had finished their business, the dog walker was long gone, the delivery truck sounds had faded into the general Miami hum. At the front gate of my house he stopped. “I want to be clear about something,” he said. I turned to face him. He was looking at me with the specific quality of attention that I was beginning to understand was simply how he looked at things that mattered to him — complete, focused, like nothing else existed in his peripheral vision when he was decided on something. “This child is mine,” he said. “I will be involved. Completely.” “I know,” I said. “And your safety and theirs is now my concern,” he said. “That’s not negotiable.” Something moved in me at that. Not fear — something more complicated. The specific feeling of a door opening onto a room you hadn’t known was there. “I can look after myself,” I said. “I know you can,” he said. “You’ve been doing it for six weeks alone and you’re still standing.” Something moved briefly in his expression — something that looked like it might be admiration if it belonged to a person who admitted to admiring things. “That’s not what I said. I said your safety is my concern. Those are different statements.” I looked at him. “What exactly are you proposing?” I said. “I want you moved to a more secure location,” he said. “This house—” He looked at the front of my father’s Coral Gables home. “This is not a good environment for what you’re navigating.” “It’s my home,” I said. “I know,” he said. “And I’m not going to force anything. I’m asking you to consider it.” His eyes came back to mine. “I have a property. Private, secured, staff on site. You would have complete independence — I’m not talking about putting you somewhere I can control you. I’m talking about somewhere you and our child would be safe while we figure out the rest.” I stared at him. “We went from one cup of coffee to you moving me into your property in the span of about thirty seconds,” I said. “Is the speed the problem?” he said. “Or the substance?” I thought about Stella in the kitchen last night. About her cold smile and her threat and the phone call she had definitely already made to whoever she paid to gather information on people. I thought about what it would mean to stay in this house for the next eight months with Stella watching every development with those calculating eyes and making her own moves while I tried to manage everything with no resources and no backup. I thought about the heartbeat. “I need to think about it,” I said. He nodded. He had expected this. “Take your time,” he said. “Within reason.” “What does within reason mean?” I said. “It means twenty-four hours,” he said. I opened my mouth to argue. “The person who drugged us at the gala,” he said quietly. “I know who it was. I have the footage. And I know it was deliberate.” He held my gaze. “The person who targeted us that night knows about this pregnancy — or they’re going to find out. And when they do they will use it.” He held my gaze steadily. “You know I’m right.” I thought of Stella. Of I know everything. Of the phone call she was almost certainly already on. “Twenty-four hours,” I said. He reached into his jacket pocket. Produced a card — plain, matte black, a phone number and two initials. D.R. Nothing else. “Call me,” he said. “Any time.” He held my gaze for one more moment. Then he walked back to the car that had appeared silently at the end of the block while we were talking. I stood at my front gate and watched the car pull away. I looked at the card in my hand. Then I looked at the house. Inside, Stella was somewhere. Waiting. Planning. Already several moves ahead of where she wanted me to think she was. I thought about my baby. About the heartbeat. About the specific look on Dante Romano’s face when he had looked at the ultrasound photograph — something breaking open, something vast and real, something that was not the face of a man who was going to walk away from something that was his. I went inside. Stella appeared from the living room doorway immediately. She had been watching from the window — of course she had. “Who was that?” she said. Her voice was perfectly controlled. I looked at her. “My business,” I said. And I went upstairs. I spent the afternoon at my desk making lists. Practical lists. What moving would require. What staying would require. What either option cost and what it gained. By evening I had made my decision. I wasn’t moving into Dante’s property. Not yet. But I was going to accept his offer of security in a different form. I picked up the matte black card. Typed the number into my phone. His response came in eleven seconds. Name a time. I’ll be there. I looked at my phone. At the door to my room. At the ultrasound photograph on my desk. Tomorrow morning, I typed. Eight AM. Bring your lawyer. Three seconds. Done. I put the phone down. Outside my window Miami was doing its evening thing — the specific gold-and-pink of a Florida sunset turning the water into something from a painting. I pressed my hand against my still-flat stomach. “Hold on,” I said softly. “Things are about to get complicated.”
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