The Way It Is

Chapter 2

So surprised I was to see a woman sitting in Tony's lounge with what looked like an overnight bag sitting down beside her, I smiled and introduced myself " Hi I'm Jay " I said, " I'm Tony's girlfriend " she replied shaking my hand as I sat down. Are you kidding me! he never mentioned he had a girlfriend I thought to myself, I was feeling for the first time in my life Jealousy! So basically after a bit of pointless small talk and a walk in the garden my 17 year old heart thought it was broken, I didn't realize I had feelings for this man that extended beyond friendship.

As I took my leave Tony walked me to the end of his driveway we were alone for a moment at last, " I'm sorry I didn't mention Rena sweets we've been on and off for a couple of years now and I didn't realize she intended to come and stay tonight, I hope il see you tomorrow?" he said with an apologetic smile, I didn't really know what to say I shrugged my shoulders and went to walk away, I suddenly couldn't stand the thought of her being in his bed! what did she have that I didn't? I was young beautiful and a little bit naive which I would assume would be enough for a man of almost 40 I mean she was 24 short and fat with horrible harry potter glasses! As I got a few steps out of his driveway he made a few swift steps and grabbed my wrist really hard and suddenly pulled me toward him and hugged me tighter than anyone has ever held me in my life, I didn't know weather I felt better or not but I was pretty sure I'd find myself walking back there tomorrow, I was just Miss whatsherface would be far away from his house another planet would be good!

The next day after a sleepless night thinking about Tony in bed with another woman and a long morning at work I got home jumped in the shower and thought to myself I should really go and see Lana or May her were both my best girlfriends I'd known Lana a long time seeing as she was friends with my Mum before me but we were now pretty tight as she was only 8 years older than myself, as for May were pretty close aswell I dont think I'll ever find other people as cool as these 2 for my mates except maybe James if course. But of course I wanted to get to Tony's because he did say that he hoped I'd come by so I jumped out the shower and headed over, and I would regret this decision for years to come but thats something I slowly worked out over time and not right away...

6 MONTHS LATER

I was at the track sobbing down in one of the paddocks waiting for Tony to pick me up wondering why on earth I was allowing this 40 year old guy to still come within a mile of me after what had happened the day before, I had been visiting regularly and he had told me 4 months ago that he'd officially broken up Rena although they would remain friends, the only days I didn't visit were Mondays and Saturdays as he said he liked to hop on his motorcycle and spend time with friends which is fair enough, but it was good for me to catch up with my own girlfriends and sometimes James but Tony had made it perfectly clear he didn't approve of me spending time with anybody of the opposite s*x other than family so if I caught up with James I'd just keep it to myself, I didn't want Tony to be mad at me especially if he had no reason to be jealous, James was a pretty awesome friend so I wasn't going to cut him off ether, until yesterday Tony and I had been having a wonderful time over the last few months although he was more than 20 years my senior we had alot in common we would watch the odd movie together take drives to the beach and take strolls threw the bush, he even had a 12ft yacht he promised to take me out on one day! then sometimes if I had stayed to late I would fall asleep on the couch cuddled up to him and he'd tap my shoulder to wake up and lead me to his bedroom where I drifted off in his king sized bed, he would kiss my forehead and leave me for a while before coming back and simply climbing in beside me and we would sleep until we woke up and he would always say he enjoyed me sleeping over, I enjoyed it too, for the first time in my life it felt nice having someone there, apart from sleepovers with my girlfriends I haven't had someone beside me until now and his scent was a mix of incense and after shave and was very calming, I guess looking back I didn't want to be alone anymore, he would say I was his perfect little wife without the s*x part, I had told him my history with the guy who died in the car crash and so far he had certainly respected my space and nothing was more than a peck on the check or a cuddle on the couch until last night...

Rena turned up at the door asking Tony if she could stay, Tony explained that he had company and he'd call her tomorrow, he closed the door on her but she knocked again which did concern me as maybe it was serious and she needed a friend to lean on I mean why else would you come at 8pm and not accept an answer that someone is busy for the night, he whispered to me before opening the door again "sweetness, I'm sorry but Rena is upset at something would you mind hiding yourself in the bathroom for a few minutes? I just don't want her thinking she's been replaced right now", I gave him a nod understanding if I was in her position I dont think I would enjoy seeing someone I had been for a couple of years with move on in less than 6 months ether, as I was in the bathroom I heard Rena say "what is she to you ? why aren't I allowed to stay during the week anymore ? whats going on Tony" she said and all of a sudden I heard a bang ( I later learned that bang was him shoving her against the window so hard that it cracked) and him shout "ENOUGH, I DONT WANT YOU! WHO WOULD YOU WEIGH LIKE A TON AND YOUR JUST A RUINED w***e, I NEED A REAL GIRL WHO HASN'T HAD HALF THE TOWN UP HER! I NEED SOMEONE PURE, I ONLY USE YOU FOR WHAT SHE'S NOT GIVING ME THATS IT!" I could hear her crying next I heard the door slam shut and footsteps coming closer toward the bathroom door... I was shocked I had never heard him raise his voice before I quickly locked the door so he couldn't come in, I was speechless and panting and I couldn't believe it! this wasn't the Tony I knew, he had continued sleeping with her! he lied to me! I thought he was happy with what we had, then it occurred to me if I wanted rid of her then I just had to have s*x with him, but after hearing all that did I want to be with him ? I dont know half of me yes he'd been so kind these last few months, maybe I've misheard the situation out there, maybe he was just trying to get her gone. The footsteps stopped followed by a gentle knock, " Are you alright sweets? I'm really sorry come out and we'll talk its not what you think" said Tony, I took a deep breath and opened the door, it'll be fine she won't come back now maybe he didn't lie to me im jumping to conclusions i thought as I opened the door...

A/N

I see my story has gained a few viewers so I will try not to let you guys who are interested down and I'll do my best to get a few more chapters up before the end of the week. Please bear in mind this story is sort of based on actual events so if you find anything to disturbing to continue reading I understand, always put yourself first.I have something else I've started drafting up if your into the 18+ supernatural romance themes ? I'll see how this goes and put more details up once I've done a bit of work on it.