My Revenge His Regret

Chapter 24

Analisa's POV

After my kiss with Ryan. I noticed he had a distant look on his face. I assured him I would not do it again and would wait for him to make the first move when he was ready. I left him in the villa and decided to go find Austin. I love breaking up his moments, like if I am not getting off, then why should he? He still managed to finish what he started in my mansion, but I will make sure to interrupt him now.

I quickly found the hotel manager asking him if he had seen my husband and he said no. I guess he is not covering up for Austin. I asked him if I could check the security cameras. He immediately agreed. Which is where I am currently standing.

I scanned through the footage and spotted him quickly and saw he had gone to the room I had originally rented for Ryan. I smiled at the security guard who had a sad look on his face because he saw what I saw too and that was my so-called husband going into the room with a woman. I made my way to the reception and got a key. They did not ask any questions. I made it to the room in record time.

I opened the door with a bang and I am so happy I did, because they were half naked in their underwear on the couch making out. They looked in my direction. The girl is glaring at me and is the first to speak, "Who the f**k do you think you are barging in here?" and he has a dumb look on his face. I smirk at them and say casually, "Austin, you did not tell her about your very famous wife like you used to do when we were engaged. That was very rude of you not to praise me while with another woman." The look on her face changed into one of shock. How stupid are these girls? I mean really the first girl on the afternoon of our wedding attended my wedding and now this girl, who also attended the same club as us.

He looks away ashamed but says nothing. What did I really expect from him? The girl hops up and apologizes, putting on her dress. I watch as she makes her exit with a nervous smile on her face. She is pretty but the way she is dressed shows exactly what she had planned. Once the door closes with a soft click. I turned back to Austin, who was now covering himself with a decorative pillow. "Sorry, I guess I ruined your moment." I said with a fake pout. He shakes his head, glancing at me and speaks lowly, "I-It's okay. I am sorry for doing this again, but I-I need a release." I sneered at him and said in a cold voice. "Do you think I don't? You took me from my source of happiness and pleasure and, since I am constantly busy, I do not get to do what you do, so my options are limited. Plus, I now have to keep an eye out for you and your mistakes." He frowned and averted his eyes. I faced the window and continued, "I never thought I would be forced into marrying someone I would have to act motherly towards. Taking care of your BS is not what I signed up for. Do you know how many people could leak this information? Did you know 15 people saw you with this woman? Can you be more discreet with your affairs? If not, I suggest you give me what I want and divorce me before I ruin you for ruining my life."

"I-I can't d-divorce y-you." He says in a meek voice. I spun around and glared. "And why not?" He looked into my eyes while nervously biting his bottom lip. "T-there are many reasons as to w-why I-I can't." I wanted to strangle him. He fidgets and I remember he is only in his underwear. I spun back to look out the window. "Put your clothes on. I do not want to end up blind by catching an unwanted sight of your private part." I cannot wait to go back so I can go back to work and this unintelligible imbecile can go back to school and hopefully learn something.

I hear him shuffling around. "You can look now I am dressed." I hesitate but slowly turn around. He is looking down at his clothes and says, "Are you sure you prefer me like this? I mean maybe seeing me the other way will get you to look at me differently. I have been told I am very attractive." I raised my brow and let out a hearty laugh. "I will say you are attractive to a certain standard, but I have seen far better looking men. You seem to forget I work with male models, male actors and I am also surrounded by men daily. I have seen more of you than I am willing to see. Please do not forget you barely fixed the issue of the potent smell you once carried for a time."

"P-p-please don't say t-that I-I-I have feelings too. I-I love you baby." I felt my blood boiling at his declaration and I could barely maintain my anger. I took a few deep breaths before calmly answering, "You did not care about my feelings, so I do not care about yours. As for your false declaration of love, I will remind you that I will never feel the same for you. Also, if you call me baby out of script again, I will make sure to teach you a lesson on obedience." I stared at him with a cold look on my face. I could see him fighting back his tears. He was blinking rapidly and looking up at the ceiling.

I tilt my head when I see him open and close his mouth like he wants to speak. "Are you going to say something or remain mute?" His lip trembles but says in a very low whisper. "I do love you I wish you loved me back." I scowl at him, "You love me but cannot keep your p***s in your pants and you wish for me to love you back but do nothing worthy of gaining my love. If you truly loved me, then you would have let me stay with Declan because I was happy. When you love someone you will do whatever makes them happy, even if it tears you apart from the inside."

As I finished speaking, his tears started to flow and I just gazed at him indifferently. I remain standing where I am while watching him sob and cry out of control. It is really pathetic to see. He is overdramatic, but I know it is due to age and how he was raised. He has always been given what he wanted, no questions asked and never had to work for anything. I hope he realizes that relationships are hard work and communication is key. So I may be very straightforward and I may be harsh, but this is necessary because it is time he got a lesson in life.

I hate to be the one to have to be the one to break his heart, but he signed up for the heartbreak when he caused mine to break. Forced into marrying an 18-year-old in high school who has no drive for anything other than s*x.

I walked out of the room, leaving him crying hysterically over my words. I do not even look back. I went back to the villa and walked straight to the room I was staying in. I slammed my door and locked it. I rush to the restroom and strip naked. I step into the cold shower and scrub my body and face. I let the water run over my body, enjoying the cold feeling. I feel a tear slip from my eye as the overwhelming sadness hits me full force.

I let out a piercing scream because I hated myself for thinking like that, but I was pushed into a corner. I hate how I have changed into a cold-hearted monster. I am so over being told how to act, who to communicate with, how to dress and who to love. How is any of this fair for me when all I ever wanted was a loving family and someone special who shares a mutual love with me that understands me.

Instead, I have been forced to earn an income since I was a child. I never got the chance to have a childhood. I missed having a brother when I needed him because my parents were not good parents. I had to keep my parents happy by keeping the perfect image and to learn as much as I could. I was put into the limelight I wanted to avoid.

I heard knocking at my door along with someone shouting. I ignore it as I slide down the shower wall. I let the water hit my face to wash the tears away from my eyes until I felt numb again.

I stand up and wash my body quickly. I step out and wrap my body in a towel. Ryan is still trying to get me to open the door. I walked to my door and yanked it open. "Ryan, I am fine. I am going to bed." I go to close the door but he stops the door with his foot. I shook my head, walked to the bed, ignoring him and laid down. I close my eyes and feel the bed shift with Ryan's weight as he lays beside me. He pulls me into his arms and whispers, "I know how you are acting towards Austin and your parents are hurting and damaging to your soul. I know you are a wonderful person, so if you need comfort, allow me to be that support for you by being here for you." I sighed sadly but did not say anything in return.

I let sleep take over, not caring how empty my chest feels at the moment.

I wake up to my door closing, causing me to jerk up into a sitting position. I turned to the other side of my bed and saw Ryan was sleeping. I sighed again because I knew that it was Austin. I get up without waking Ryan and leave the room silently. I made my way down to the living area where Austin was pacing. I watch him as he starts to pull at his hair as he mumbles to himself. I speak normally, "Do you plan on killing us?" He jumps in fright and faces me before shaking his head. He approaches me and tries to reach out to me, but I avoid his touch. He spoke softly while looking at me, "No, I was thinking. I wanted to ask Ryan for advice but couldn't find him in his room, so I thought maybe you had both left. I didn't think I would find him in your room. It was hard to see you wrapped in another man's arms." I laughed dryly. "Hard to see me in another man's arms, huh. I guess it is good that I did not have feelings for you then, because I have caught you in interesting situations a few times already." I inhaled deeply and released my breath before continuing. "Austin, I am sorry for being so brutally honest with you and I hope you understand that I did not want to be this way but I was forced into a difficult position. Just know things are only going to get worse from here."