My Revenge His Regret

Chapter 20

Analisa's POV

I cannot say how many eyes were on us the entire time. As we were exiting, the paparazzi surrounded us. I had to look loving and affectionate to keep the image. I speak lovelyly to Austin, but picture Declan the entire time. "Baby we must hurry or we will miss our flight." These people do not know that I will be flying out on a private jet and neither does the i***t standing beside me. When my hand made contact with his, I had to hold back my repulsion at the feeling. I cannot believe I had to touch the disgusting guy. Husband or not, I never asked to marry him. I dislike this annoying i***t.

I wish I could turn back time and never met him. I would have dressed differently or never attended Declan's 10th birthday party. At that time I was still way too young to not want to please my parents. I dressed how they wanted me to dress and acted like they wanted me to dress. I was always the golden child or perfect child, as everyone would say. It is not that I wanted to be, I just had to be. I never wanted my brother to go through half of the things I did.

Funny thing is, he does not even remember how he found out about the boarding school. He always thought that he had run across the brochure randomly, but in reality I had found out about it because he was always talking about wanting to escape and see the other side of the world. I did what I had to as a big sister even when we were still just kids. I gave him his escape just as he wanted. I cannot say that I regret it because I don't. I am just glad he got the freedom he wanted even though he was still super young. The only thing I regret is how I lost touch with him because I missed him.

I am pulled out of my thoughts by a question that was just asked. I whipped my head to look at the person who just asked for him to repeat it and he did. "When do you plan to have children? How many children do you plan on having? When are you going on your honeymoon? Are you both excited about finally tying the knot? What made you want to get married so young?" What pissed me off was Austin's answer. "We will be planning to have at least one child before the year is over." I snapped my head in his direction. At this point, I am surprised I do not have whiplash from the movement. He looks at me full of love and I can say my face does not carry the same look. I had a blank look on my face but I could feel anger bubbling from within. I grip his arm so tightly he winces. This dumbass does have a death wish.

More questions are asked but I do not care. I am solely focused on what he just answered. I start excusing myself but I tug him roughly. We finally get to the SUV, I yank my hand and bags away from him and gently hand them to the driver to put them in the trunk. I get inside and he enters in after me. I glared at him, "Who the f**k do you think you are? Who gave you the audacity to answer that question without asking me first? Why not answer the other questions while you were at it? Oh, by the way, the fact you can only talk normally to outsiders is really fan-f*****g-tastic."

"S-s-sorry...." I put my hand up, cutting him off. "If you cannot speak to me normally, then do not speak to me at all. I can feel my intelligence levels dropping the more I communicate with you. I even say more profanities than before. I really cannot stand for you to be in my presence." That was me putting it nicely. I have zero patience for this accursed guy.

I told the driver to drive to the mansion so I could pack. After arriving, I got out, got my bags out with the driver helping me take them inside to a guest room. I started packing. I will have the hotel dry clean them upon arrival. I separate the other clothes from my clothes and put them back in the bags so my driver can drop them off for me later.

I am looking forward to this trip not because of Austin but because this trip is going to allow me to purchase a piece of land I have had my eye on for awhile. Yes, I will be doing business while there. I cannot wait to see Austin's face when my assistant shows up on our honeymoon trip. I still have to work, even if it will not be much, I will need my assistant for it.

I know I am messed up for having my assistant tag along on the cursed honeymoon, but I have things I need to accomplish. It is not like me and Austin are really going to be doing many things together outside of some public appearances. I finished packing and made my way outside with my suitcases. It is time to take my flight. Austin is following me like a lost puppy. As my back was turned to him, I heard him whisper, "I n-need my l-luggage." I paused mid-step for a second and then continued on. I went to my driver and whispered instructions to him about the bags in the spare room in the house. I also tell him he is free to take a vacation for a week after he is done with the task. He nodded, confirming he heard what I said. I went back to the SUV where the other driver was waiting. He put my suitcases inside the trunk. We all get in and he looks in the rearview mirror awaiting instructions. I see Austin biting his lip waiting for me to give the orders. I sighed softly and told the driver. "We need to make a stop for his luggage before going to the airport."

We take off and I look outside, watching the scenery blur as we drive passed. I heard Austin mumbling, so I gave him a glance and saw he was already looking at me. I guess he was talking to me but he was speaking so low I did not catch a word. "Were you talking to me?" I asked and he nodded quickly. "Make sure to get my attention first and speak louder so I can understand what you said." He gulps and says in a meek voice, "I said thank you." I raise a brow and say, "You are the man so you should be giving the orders not me. Oh, and I will be taking my private jet, not a commercial flight. Per the contract with my mother, I must always take my jet when traveling and I must travel alone."

He stares at me with his eyes wide before speaking, "Um, I uh did not know that." I smirk and say, "Anyone who truly knows me knows this." He frowns and averts his gaze. He says sadly, "I um, bought you a ticket." I laugh quietly, "Yeah, I know you did, but you should have asked before you purchased said ticket." I hear him hum and I add "Maybe you should have gotten that information from my parents, since they willingly give you details about me." I feel kind of bad for how I treat him but if he would not have interfered in my life then I would have been much nicer. I never treated him badly until he started putting his nose where it did not belong.

He should have left me alone. I have been dealing with my parents' strict behavior and now I need to add taking care of someone I care nothing about. He is young and lacks confidence. He is easily frightened by me, who he pushed to marry. I need someone to explain to me how or why someone would do that. It is beyond my comprehension. I may be intelligent, but that is something I struggle to understand.

We finally arrive at the airport and we are in the back where my jet is waiting. I smirked again because Austin needed to go to the drop off area in the front for his flight. I know this is mean and I should invite him, but my mother's contract prevents me from doing this. I do not care if he is my husband I am going to take advantage of traveling alone.

The marriage agreement we signed states that we are free to do as we please as long as we make public appearances and we cannot be seen pictured in a scandalous way with someone else. It also says we will not be intimate other than a few affectionate touches in public. This proves when you decide to force someone into a marriage that you will not get your way. I know he will not go against me because he has no backbone. How does he expect me to fall in love with him when everything I have seen from him is not good?

I do not even respect him as a person, because he has shown me he does not deserve it. He is a straight up asshole to his own family and belittles everyone else depending on whether he believes they are beneath him. But if I were to think that, then the way I treat him is valid, because he is indeed beneath me and so is his family. We are the reason his father is a senator in the first place. I am also far wealthier. I make more than his father makes in a year in a single day.

I am paid top dollar for everything I do. I sound snobbish saying that, but I am just being honest. I will inherit billions as well. That is something I feel guilty about. Turns out both my parents listed me as the sole heir to inherit everything they own as well as all the money they have. So, my half siblings and my twin brother will receive nothing. I know this is irrational, so of course, I will give them what I believe they deserve.

"Mrs. Love, we are about to take off." I smile at the flight attendant, letting him know I had heard him. I was so lost in my thoughts I did not even realize that I had even boarded the jet. I will have to give him a raise for addressing me correctly. I did not change my name, because why would I? If I had married Declan, then of course I would have. I loved him. Hell had it been someone else I might have considered it, but since it was Austin, it was a firm hell to the no.

The entire flight I spent in a daze. Landing at the destination is always my favorite part. I, of course, arrived before Austin. He should be landing in 2 hours. Ryan will be here tomorrow. He will be taking the first plane out in the morning. I hope he is okay with first class because my jet stays with me on standby in case I need to fly back due to an emergency. Now that I think about it, maybe I should join the mile-high club. This thought makes me laugh, because who the heck would I even do it with? "Mrs. Love your bags have been loaded into the rental car you will be using. Will you need anything else from me?" I turned to look at the flight attendant who damn near gave me a heart attack. Hmm, maybe he would be interested. He asked if I needed anything else. What the hell am I even thinking? "No, thank you, that will be all." I said in my soft voice as I pat his arm gently.