ENOUGH already.

Where it all began ll.

StepD tried to be there for my mom and I at first.My first month home was busy.They were trying to adjust.Things started to be kinda hectic the second month.StepD started sleeping at his "friend's house" for days.He started acting out,his behavior became more unusual.

You wanna know what I think?I think stepD had nothing but pure intentions when he took us in.Thought,hey,I love this woman,how hard can it be raising a fruit of her womb,even if it's not mine.As time went on with the pregnancy,his jealousy (for the fetus/baby) grew into hate.Probably because mom gave all her love to the "bustard child" (unborn baby).He tried to hide it.After my birth though...he couldn't continue to hide it.He could've let go,found someone else and lived happily.Unfortunately,he didn't.

At first he would make snide comments but that was all pushed under the rug.I don't know what my mother was hoping for.That he'd learn to love me? Or maybe she didn't want him to think that she doesn't appreciate him? Only God knows.

Then the cheating started.StepD would cheat and blame it all on me.Me.I wasn't even five.Said I took all of my my mom's time ,like I did it intentionally.That she had no time for him as her husband and how much of a selfish brat I was(My guy,you signed up for this!) He verbally abused us - haha,I was too young to understand but,yeah.

Mother tried to leave him once when I was two.He then told her she should repay him for all he's done for us.Mind you,he sold my grandparent's house,claimed he put it in an account for me while he did not.and mom forgave him.She agreed to pay him back every penny after she found something.She wasn't working at that time.

StepD started shouting and cursing.Said if she's leaving at that moment then it's only fair he got paid at that moment too.So,she had no choice but to put out moving/leaving him.After that she found a lowly paying job at a restaurant as a cleaner.It was hard on her.She couldn't juggle a job,a toddler and being stepD's wife.