MELANY'S POINT OF VIEW... "Melany, are you sure you're okay with walking to the mall? You know I could give you a ride." Martha offered when I was dropping Lavender off at her flat. "No, it's okay Martha. I don't want to be a bother and besides, I have a lot on my mind. So I think walking could help clear my mind." "Okay Melany. If you insist." "I do, Martha. Don't worry I'll be back in a few hours." "Mommy, where are you going?" Lavender asked. "Mommy's going to buy a few thing at the store, but I'll be back later okay." "I want to come with mommy. Can I come with you?" "No baby. I'm going to be carrying a lot of heavy things then I won't be able to hold your hand and you know I love to hold your hand." "Okay mommy." Lavender said sadly. "Good. Don't worry, aunty Martha will tak

