BROKEN ANGEL'S WINGS

CHAPTER 13

             KRISHAN 'S POV

     I have anger issues where I can break everything around me, or harm myself or anyone around me, I had this issue since I was 8 yrs old. When MAYA'S grandpa came to know about this he changed the bride. I knew what he was doing, saving his granddaughter but why he agreed to marry his other granddaughter I don't know, I was angry on him but when he showed MAYA'S photo I was smitten by her innocence. 

She was so innocent and cute looking. I didn't mind marrying her but she was minor and that to with 15 yrs age difference. She can't understand me and I too can't. My mom was against this marriage too because they were little poor compared with Keerthi's family. 

When she wanted to meet me I was hoping she will say yes to the marriage. But when she said she didn't want to marry me I was angry on her for rejecting me. But I wanted her to be my wife. 

As the days passed our wedding day was coming closer, my friends wanted to meet her but I knew that she will not meet us so I took them to her house, but when we reached there she was not there. She had left with her father for the same café we met. 

So I took my friends to the Cafe, when we reached there my eyes searched for her. She was sitting in the corner with her father but her the dress she has wore made my breath hitch. She wore black Jean waist high shorts and black transparent shirt with black camisole inside the shirt. 

My friends asked where she is, when I showed them where she was sitting even they became speechless. We sat near by her table gave order to our drinks. The father and daughter were having very serious discussions by seeing there faces. After 15min  we saw a man in suit walking in. Maya and her father got up from there seats and welcomed him. After having serious discussions for more than 2 hours they left after shaking their hands. 

It was last time I saw her before our marriage. And I always had dream about her where I was having s*x with her. For few days I enjoyed the dream but I was getting frustrated for hot having s*x,so I started to touch my self thinking of her. 

On the wedding day when I saw her in bridal clothes I lost my breath she was beautiful. Marriage was on morning and reception was on evening. I was waiting for her to be alone so I could spend some time alone with her but I couldn't. After all the rituals were over we returned home we were tried. 

My mom sended Maya to get fresh and to take rest. I waited till no

 One saw me, I spoke with Sanjeev to watch the room and silently went into the room. She was scared when she saw me but I had to something or else I'll claim her then and there itself. I just gave her a kiss and told her to keep the door open so I can come in night when every one were sleeping. 

When I came out my friends took me to terrace for  party. They kept on giving me beer and I kept on drinking. I didn't know how much time passed when I came back home mom was crying and SIL was consoling her so I asked what happen. 

They told me that they went to sleep in the room as it is not allowed for me to stay in the same room as Maya. But Maya scolded my mom using foul language and told my mom to sleep on the floor. I know that mom was lying but I was drunk and made a move on her. 

I was very scared when I came to my consciousness of what have I done. I thought she will leave me but she was there in my home doing all the work by herself. When she was cleaning the kitchen I never thought our kitchen to be in such a condition. 

It must be hurting her allot doing house work right after the night she lost her virginity. I thought after coming from temple I will her to take rest. I hope I can control my anger and be a good husband to her. I don't want her to think that I'm with her for her body. Hope I can love her.