To my hometree: Yggdrasil

Death? again!

Chapter eight

And then again taste the thing that most human fear. The state where you are in the silent place and the state where no one else beside you. Its is a total confinement where you can't do anything but being stuck in the darkness. A feeling that the introverts will enjoy.

A feeling of being in a void where only darkness where your neighbor .

Unlike on my first death this time I was stuck with the black surroundings. With no warmth like before , with no lively color like before just a completely dark surrounding. And a very silent place .

Even if I open my mouth and shout, words won't came in out.

I didn't know how many hours pass since I was here but one thing is for sure . Im not in an egg anymore .

What a waste of chance I wasted . God gave me second chance to live but I wasted it and became a floating thing ib this endless void. And what's worst is I couldn't even protect my mother. I was wondering where she is now .

Maybe in another space where I wasn't there . That's for sure if I were there I have already hugged her . If I only take revenge for my mother. And If ever that will happen Those bastards that do this to us . Will sure pay the price they won't expect to happen in their life.

Ahh, Why Im thinking on that if god hears that I surely wont go to heaven.lol

It's quite boring floating all day in this void . Nothing to do just remembering my previous lives and swimming in the air , I'm like an astronaut in the zero gravity field with this shiny stars around me . And the super wonder full moon.

Wait, When did this stars and moon started to show up?

This Two beautiful moons Im sure of it, Its the moon we used to stare when Im still a chick with My mom. And this shiny stars a are the once I tried to reach when there's nothing around me. This beautiful scenery I feel like Im alive again.

Wait if there is this moon and star there is the world I used to lived with my mom let me turn around and see if its really the world I used to live.

But all I can see is white clouds covering it . And because Its covering something I now know that its really is the world I live in.

So I swim until I reach the thick clouds but when I arrive at it I can't suddenly pass it. Its like a thick Coton that won't break. And what ever I tried to do I can't do anything Its useless to be alive as what I am not if I can't enter this beautiful world. But atleast now I gan see stars and moon.

Why are God's love toying me around This barrier like clouds is in penetrable so why would they put me In this situation again. My surroundings starting to became bright the stars and moon are starting to run away from the huge shinning ball of fire that even a soul like me can feel its heat.

I need a hiding place so that the suns heat won't burn my soul. Suddenly a window pop up.

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Currently in spectator mode

using darkness attribute.

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Dark attribute is weak to light

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Huge light att. was detected

You will vanish if this go on.

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Damn, even this window is not helping . I need to find a hiding place to live . I can't just waste this third chance of being alive again.

And so I run to the direction where the moon set's while jumping around like a foolish rabbit in this floor made of fur like clouds.

While at it I suddenly realized that the tree I lived in is above the clouds so I started to get surviving will. If I only know where that i located then I can rest there and hide in the huge tree leaves .

But this endless clouds is starting to annoy me. Where ever I turn its all clouds clouds , and. another clouds. There are one strange cloud that is grey in color it is lightly elevated than the one Im stepping at . And the again the useless window started to bother me again .

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A dark attribute thing was pulling you out.

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What? It didn't pull me . Duhh, Ill just continue to walk .

*steps

This damn useless window its just stating lies.

But I suddenly feel that its really pulling me in it cuz the I didn't move an inch from where I am .

Oh no , the sun I coming this way damn I need to hide Ill just let this cloud pull me to hide from this intense brightness.

As the grey colored cloud pull me in it became suddenly cold and it seems that I was surrounded by water .

Ah so this cloud is the one that makes rain thats why its quite wide as time pass my surroundings started to produce electricity and in this mode Im immune to that (The window says).

As the electricity runs out the water surrounding me started to minimize and then I was now falling.

Wait? I falling? God I have fear of heights . Ma Ma!!!!!(Its strange for a bird right?)

But when I look down Im at ease that another layer of cloud is just beneath me and that means I still live.

And now that I started at it the tree I used to lived is there too . I have to fall in that direction so that I can instantly hide from the light of the sun.

And of course feel the sensation of what we all call , A sensation of Home.

Note:

To clarify The bird only fears because he currently don't have wings. hehe sorru to confuse you;-)