SHADOW Before Califf and I went down for dinner with some members, he f****d me first. I let him. He had been under a lot of stress lately. Maybe a little fun would help ease the tension in his muscles. As he pinned my hands behind my back, he took me hard and slow. My body was on fire. For more than a week, we hadn't slept together. At that moment, all I could think was to get lost in our little world before facing the threats around us. Every time I was almost over the edge, he pulled back. He certainly knew how to drive me crazy, making my wolf restless. "Damn it, Califf! If you don't want to make me come. Get off of me. Or I swear I will kick you in your crotch and finger myself." He chuckled as he rubbed my spine. It felt good, but I wanted more than good. "A little i

