Chapter 7
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Avannah's POV
I didn't realize I was already smiling while recalling the moments I spent with him here in the apartment the other night. I purposely chose to sleep next to him because I was really tired that day. I slept so soundly while beside Raider and we were hugging each other. Is that what it feels like to sleep next to someone? Does it really feel that good to have someone to hug while sleeping?
Suddenly, I remembered the moment Uncle said goodbye to me and even asked for a hug before he finally left. I could really feel his arousal against my abdomen. It was so hard and intimidating. Was he aroused while sleeping next to me?
Suddenly, I regretted not having touched him. Honestly, out of my curiosity about the private parts of a man, I looked up what they typically look like. And I was amazed at the different colors, lengths, sizes, and thicknesses of them. I wonder if Uncle's is big? Is it also long and thick? Suddenly, I got excited at the thought that Uncle's might be big. How could I tell him that I want to sleep beside him again?
I want to experience sleeping beside Uncle again. But I don't want to make the first move because he might think I'm too forward. If ever he does something to me, I'm ready. I don't care if he's the first man for me. It's better to share my first experience with him than with another man since I really like Raider and I'm very drawn to him. Especially at his age now, he has become even more attractive in my eyes.
"Wow! Your apartment is gorgeous! It's clean and the color is pleasing to the eyes!" Yvonne exclaimed in amazement as she just arrived.
It's my day off today, so I invited her to come to my apartment. It's just a short ride from our house and the journey takes about half an hour. I'll only become Uncle's secretary next week. I suddenly felt a rush of excitement because I'll be spending more time with him. And I think I'll be busy during those days.
"I'm planning to rent a place like this. I don't want to stay at home anymore. I'm fed up with seeing their faces. Plus, my hypocritical aunt is there. She says she has nowhere to go because she was kicked out by her live-in partner. It serves her right because she has a terrible attitude. Her live-in partner feels suffocated, and she's really a nagger. Maybe that's why her partner couldn't take it anymore and kicked her out," Yvonne recounted while gesturing with her hand.
"Do you have a job now? You know, to have money for rent and your own needs," I asked her while attending to the food she brought.
"I have a job now. I just started the other day. It's a bit far from here. That's why I'm looking for an apartment to rent, even if it's not very nice, as long as I can move in right away. I'm getting really fed up at home. Especially with my annoying aunt there. She totally ruins my day," she said with a grimace.
I laughed at Yvonne's expression because her irritation was evident on her face. I know my friend well; when she's irritated, it shows, and she can't hide it. She finds it hard to pretend. She can't be fake.
"By the way... do you have a boyfriend? I'm thinking of accepting my suitor since he's been courting me for a year now. So I can finally lose my virginity," she said with a giggle.
I laughed at what she said before scratching my head. "I don't have a boyfriend yet. I don't know why, but I haven't been interested in the guys I meet these days. And besides, I like older men. The kind that's older than me so they think maturely. So I can be their baby," I said with a giggle.
Yvonne raised an eyebrow. "Oh okay, so you like older men? Not like a grandpa, just older and attractive?"
I quickly nodded. "Yes, like that. Like the ones we see on TV? In their 40s but look like they're in their 30s, and they're super handsome with great bodies, damn!"
Yvonne burst out laughing and slapped my arm. "Oh my gosh! That's awesome! My guy's older too, by eight years. We're really different, Avannah! We like being babied! I love it!"
"Of course! And they say older men love deeply. They really treat their girlfriends like queens. They'll do anything to make the woman they love happy," I said with a smile.
She quickly nodded. "That's true! And also, they're great in bed. Of course, they're older. They've had a lot of experience. So they're really skilled. I'm even getting ready for when my suitor finally gets me, because I might say yes to him tomorrow or the next day!" she said with a squeal.
I bit my lower lip and suddenly thought of Raider. I wonder if he's skilled in bed? Does he know a lot of positions in bed? He must know a lot, given how handsome he is. And besides, he's also a model. Many brands hire him to promote their products. And many women go crazy over him because he looks good in anything he wears.
"And you, have you found an older man? Someone attractive and hot? You should make a move before someone else does!" she said to me, laughing.
I laughed, then sighed and looked her straight in the eyes. "I've found someone... but I know it's a bit risky. Like it's forbidden..."
Yvonne raised an eyebrow. "Huh? What do you mean risky and how is it forbidden?"
I took a deep breath before speaking. "Don't tell a single soul, okay? I'm only telling you this because you're my best friend."
She suddenly hit me lightly. "You're really silly! I've always been loyal to you! I will never spill your secret! You're crazy! Everything you tell me stays with me. And you're the same with me, right?"
I nodded quickly. "Of course, definitely. So here's the thing. Raider... well, I have feelings for him and I think I like him so much. He's become even more handsome and attractive to me."
She covered her mouth. "Oh my gosh! I knew it! You really have a crush on your yummy godfather!"
I frowned. "Huh?"
She grinned mischievously. "Didn't you always tell me as kids that you thought your godfather was incredibly handsome and you even said you wanted a boyfriend like him? Then I told you maybe you had a crush on your godfather, but you said no. Do you remember?"
I bit my lip again and just laughed. It's true that I always told her how handsome my godfather was. And I really had a big crush on him back then.
"Yes... and I still have a crush on him. But I know it's forbidden because, of course, he's my godfather. It's like he's my second parent, so I shouldn't feel this way... But how can I stop feeling this way when we see each other all the time since he's the CEO of the company I work for?"
She grinned. "What's forbidden? There's no such thing as forbidden in love! Remember, Avannah, love is powerful. What can you do if you like him? Just let yourself like him. And besides, forbidden love is all the rage these days! As they say, the forbidden is delicious! So if I were you, flirt with him. Seduce him so you can experience the thrill of having the person you want!" she said before laughing loudly.
I found myself laughing too. "I've thought about that too. But what if we do get into a relationship and my dad can't accept it? What should I do?"
Yvonne cleared her throat. "Well, then keep it a secret if you do get into a relationship. Don't let others know. Let them find out on their own. And if your dad objects, stand up for your feelings."
I just kept quiet while Yvonne changed the topic of our conversation. Yvonne stayed at my apartment for the whole day before she left. And when she went home, I felt a bit lonely with no one to chat with.
I cooked something to eat so I could sleep early because I have work tomorrow. I was about to go to sleep when I heard a knock on the door. I moved slowly towards the door. And my eyes widened when I saw Raider. He was smiling as he looked at me.
"Godfather? It's late... why are you here?" I asked him in surprise.
"I missed you, my dear. I didn't see you at the company earlier. It's your day off..."
I scratched my head before nodding. "Oh yes. It's my day off..."
His gaze fell on my chest. I swallowed hard when I remembered I wasn't wearing a bra because I don't usually wear one when I'm about to sleep.
"Your n*****s are showing, my dear. Are you trying to tease me?" he said with a mischievous smile.
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