•Krit•
The sun was already overhead, I lay in bed reading the werewolf notebooks that I had been making. I marked each sentence which was a fact about werewolves and the sentence I wanted to ask a real werewolf.
My wolf ears moved, I heard the sound of the door opening and then someone's footsteps up the stairs. I saw a handsome man with a white shirt open the door to the room, he brought a lunch that smells very good. The smell of the fragrant roast meat made me sit up straight, the man looked at me and grinned. He walked over to me and sat beside me. Kin put a box of food beside the bed,
"Krit, I bought the roast meat you want. I have to walk to town, very very veryyy far", said Kin as he raised his hand pointing out of the house as if to show how far he has gone to buy the roast meat, his face was like a child who had just finished his first assignment and wanted to be praised.
I just looked at him,
"Hmmm, then?", I asked with a flat face.
I took a box of food containing grilled meat, rice and sauteed vegetables, I then looked for a tablespoon but did not find it. I saw Kin who was still looking at me with a slight smile on his face. When our eyes met, I felt embarrassed.
"Uhm, get me a spoon," I said softly, staring at Kin's face.
"Give me a reward", said Kin, smiling mischievously.
"What ?? what reward? You're the one that made me unable to wake up." I said in disbelief and annoyance.
"But I've washed you, cleaned your room, arranged the house, and I've run to the city where if you go by car it will take 3 hours to buy grilled meat," said Kin pleading.
I became annoyed to see his handsome face that is begging but looks very cute.
"What?" I asked.
"Hmm ??" Kin confused.
"Ah, what reward?" I said in a high tone, I gave up.
"Then .. I'll take my reward after eating. I'll take the spoon", said Kin very happily, his face immediately brightened, Kin looked at me and his naughty smile grew. Kin stroked my head and ran out of the room.
"Water", I screamed when Kin was outside the room, I felt embarrassed.
I know what Kin is thinking, I'm sure that after this time I can't move even more.
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I leaned on Kin's broad shoulders while reading my notebook. My left hand plays the pen, while my right hand hugs Kin's hand. In front of me was a folding table on which were notes of my research with Professor Luo.
"Hey Kin, how old are you?" I asked curiously.
"Hmm 22 years," said Kin as he put his head on top of me.
"Huh, then you have to call me brother because I'm 23 years old", I replied very happily.
"Haha Brother Krit?" said Kin teasingly.
I immediately looked up my head to see it, Kin looked back at me, his hand tightly clasped mine. Kin suddenly kissed me, his soft lips touching mine. As if I'm used to it, I opened my mouth and let Kin's tongue dance in my mouth.
Kin and I were not wearing any clothes, only a blanket that covered our bodies. Kin released his kiss and looked at me,
"Don't look at me like that. I'll attack you again," said Kin. I immediately gasped,
"Look like what? There's a lot I want to ask about werewolves you have to tell me everything!", Somehow I feel hot, my heart is beating very strong.
"Okey. But Krit you also have to learn to control yourself, especially your pheromon, this is a temptation for me." Said Kin while looking at me.
"Ehm" I replied while nodding.
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It's been a few days i'm with Kin, I learned to control my pheromones and remove my wolf tail and ears. After trying many times I finally got rid of my tail and ears, although I still had a little trouble adjusting my pheromones, at least this was better than not being able to control it at all.
According to Kin, my pheromones that is out of control because Omega who has been sleeping has awakened. Moreover, it is likely that the omega in me woke up because I felt my fated mate, and worse by the heat that immediately occurred because Kin was on rut.
Kin said that at this time my heat had finished, it's very natural that the heat happened for several days. During my heat, Mr. Johan was looking for me and came to the house, lucky Mr. Johan believes that I am not feeling well and don't want to be disturbed. Even though Mr. Johan is surprised that Kin is the one who met him.
When Mr. Johan came, Kin and I were cooking in the kitchen. Mr. Johan's voices sounded loud from the kitchen,
"Dr. Krit, Dr. Krit!", I heard Mr.Johan's voices.
I'm shocked because my ears and tail are still there.
"Let me meet him", said Kin, stroking my hair.
"What will you say to Mr. Johan?" I asked worriedly.
"Take it easy, go into the room", said Kin as he pushed me up the stairs.
I went up to the second floor but I wanted to know what would he talk about with Mr. Johan. So I hid near the stairs. I think Kin and Mr. Johan knows each other, Kin said that's Kin is one of the teachers at school, he must know Mr. Johan.
The sound of the door was heard,
"Mr. Kin ??", I heard a startled voice from Mr. Johan.
"Come in first, uncle." Kin's voice was soft.
I peeked a little, I saw the two of them walking towards the chairs in the living room. The two of them spoke very quietly, fortunately my wolf ears could hear clearly.
"Mr. Kin, why are you here?" asked Mr. Johan.
"Ah, I accidentally came through here and Krit needed help so I helped him" said Kin.
"Now where is Dr. Krit?", Said Mr. Johan.
"He is not feeling well, it will take a few days to recover. Let him rest, I will take him to see uncle after he recovers", said Kin.
After that, I didn't hear the two of them say a single word until Mr.Johan's loud sigh is heard.
"All right, please take care of Dr. Krit and let me know if you need anything", said Mr. Johan.
"Of course" said Kin.
I heard footsteps until the sound of the door closing, I immediately walked to the window, I pretended I was looking at the outside until Kin's voice was heard right behind me,
"Hm, I told him if you are not feeling well and it takes a few days to recover", said Kin while hugging me from behind.
"Hmm, okey", I said dryly.
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I find it weird why Kin looks nervous, his tail and wolf ears even appear.
"What's wrong?", I asked worried.
"Oh nothing, I feel more comfortable with ears like this" said Kin with a smile, Kin pointed his ears at me as if to show his ears. Kin is taller than me and he is more muscular, his body is very good. I looked at him,
"Ah Kin, you say alpha omega what is that? And hmm I'm a boy and you are also a man, why are we different?", I asked curiously.
"For male and female werewolves it is the same thing that distinguishes are Alpha, Beta, and Omega. Alpha is a powerful werewolf fighter with a leading pheromone. Beta is an ordinary werewolf and beta does not have a pheromone like alpha. Omega is like a woman to humans. , no matter they are male or female ", explains Kin.
I was surprised, if omega is like woman in human means omega can get pregnant.
"So, can omega men get pregnant like women?" I asked with mixed feelings, I thought back to what happened in the past few days between me and Kin.
"... Yes", said Kin.
Kin looking into my eyes with a face that depicts regret. By looking at his face like that, I became even more worried. Was it as long as Kin and I did, Kin did not use contraception at all. I panicked, but the strong hand gripped mine. Kin looked at me,
"Whatever happens I will be responsible and you are my fated mate. So stay with me." Kin's eyes look teary as if he is going to cry.
I don't know what to do, I want to leave here and forget everything. I, who had been a normal human, suddenly became an omega werewolf and I could be pregnant now. But seeing Kin's eyes, the thought of running away from reality disappeared. I let go of Kin's grip.
"Leave me alone" I said as I walked into the room and immediately locked it.
I didn't hear a word from Kin, I just heard footsteps that sounded very sad walking down the stairs.
In the room, I sat on the edge of the bed holding my stomach. As if my world was shaking violently, my tears could no longer hold back, my tears flowed naturally. Imagining if I really got pregnant, what should I do, what about my life, what would people think of me. I thought it was okay to have a relationship with a man the night I met Kin, I accept it. I gave myself up to Kin since that night, but knowing I was a omega who same as a woman seemed to make my pride as a man completely destroyed. I feel like my life has become very messy, I want to run away from everything I meet here and forget everything.
I gasped at the wolf's howl, which sounded quite loud, that howl was familiar to me. The howl seemed to show sadness and feelings of disappointment, for some reason my tears flowed even more profusely as if I felt the sadness of the wolf. I opened the door to my room slowly, I was looking for someone who since the night I came to this village has always been beside me. I looked around the house and did not see Kin's figure, My feet immediately stepped down the stairs quickly.
I saw the door open, I smelled Kin's pheromone. I looked for Kin's figure around the house but I couldn't find his figure. I felt Kin was around me but I couldn't find it, my tears fell back, but not because my world was messy but because I felt I lost part of my heart when I couldn't find Kin.
I couldn't feel Kin's pheromone when I started walking away from the house, as if my house was surrounded by Kin's pheromone. I cried even more when I started to notice that my house was covered with Kin's pheromone but Kin's own figure wasn't in it.
I staggered, I stepped towards the hill behind the house which looked dark, but a snow-white figure slowly emerged from the darkness. My tears fell, I ran towards the snow white wolf, I could feel my favorite pheromones again, Kin's pheromone.
The wolf I helped that night, Kin is my alpha. As I got closer to the snow white wolf, the wolf turned into a handsome man who has been sleeping beside me these few days. I hugged him,
"Don't leave me, Kin. Don't disappear without saying anything else," I said, sobbing.
Kin stroked my back, trying to calm me down. I feel Kin's pheromone soothe me.
My legs are so weak that I can't stand properly, now Kin and I are sitting among the green grass. I hugged Kin tightly, my tears still dripping down my cheeks. Kin hugged me without speaking, but I felt the warmth from Kin's hug.
Kin carried me into the house, Kin put me down next to the dining table, I stood up with Kin's shoulder and the edge of the table. Kin kissed my lips gently, I kissed him back.
I don't know how, but now I'm on the dining table. I tightly hugged Kin's neck who was kissing my neck, several times Kin pinched my neck and chest. I let Kin do what he wants to do.
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The sun is now in the western horizon, I sleep on top of Kin's body, I feel the warmth of his body like the warmth of the sunset. My body is covered in kiss marks and bites from Kin, but I see Kin's body has hand scratches and kiss marks.
Kin still closed his eyes, I looked up to see Kin's face clearly because I didn't use my glasses so I couldn't see his face clearly. Up close I could clearly see the details of his handsome face, there was a tiny mole beside his right eye lids that made me want to touch it. My hand was trying to reach Kin's face but suddenly my hand was held gently by the person sleeping below me, Kin didn't open his eyes at all.
"What do you want to do?" Asked Kin.
I pulled my hand and tried to get up from Kin's body, unfortunately Kin immediately hugged my waist. His eyes opened slowly, I could clearly see the caramel brown color of his eyes. Kin smiled and immediately hugged me. I tried to release Kin's hug but I didn't have the strength to beat Kin's strength, so I could only surrender.
Kin suddenly looked shocked and let go of his hug, Kin immediately helped me to sit up. Kin got up from the bed and walked to the window. I just looked at him confusedly, Kin looked nervous. Kin stared out the window with a sharp and slightly eerie gaze. I became worried and asked,
"What's wrong?", Kin looked at me and walked over to me while picking up the clothes that were scattered on the floor.
"Krit wear your clothes, we will have guests", said Kin while giving me clothes.
I suddenly felt a very strong scent coming from outside, this scent seemed to draw me out, this scent made me afraid and anxious. Kin has finished wearing his clothes, while I'm still going to wear my shirt until Kin hugs me,
"Do you feel this strong pheromone? This is an alpha dominant pheromone that wants to take you away from me", said Kin softly but seemed worried from his voice, Kin hugged me with tightly.
I can only stay silent and accept Kin's hug, I inhale Kin's very strong body scent from his neck, Kin's scent that makes me calm and comfortable.
"I will fight the alpha pheromone that is challenging me, Krit might be affected", said Kin without releasing his hug.
"Hmm," I just nodded my head a little.
Kin pulled me to my feet, we walked towards the window. I looked around but there wasn't a single person outside, but the smell that came was very strong.
Kin hugged me, I felt Kin's heart beat very hard. The scent of Kin's body was getting stronger, the scent of sandalwood mixed with the scent of wine and the scent of rain that usually calmed me down, now it seemed as if it was dominating me. The scent grew stronger until my legs became weak, Kin hugged my waist and stroked my head which was resting on his chest. I heard Kin's moan, Kin seemed to be a different person. I tried to see Kin's face but Kin immediately closed my eyes with his hands.
"Don't look at me now", said Kin in a hoarse voice that was a little scare me.
Kin hugged me back into his chest. Now all I feel is Kin's scent which is very strong. I heard the howl of a wolf that seemed very close to me, the howl was so creepy and I knew it wasn't Kin's howl.
Kin's scent got sharper and stronger, my body was so weak that I couldn't stand up. Kin support my body, I can only lean back in the arms Kin. I felt Kin's sweat, Kin's heartbeat was getting stronger, I saw a snow-white tail appear. I felt the arms hugging me getting bigger.
I heard a very close howl and a strong scent then in an instant I saw the blood around me as the black wolf fell, the wolf fell right under my feet which made me very shocked and scared. I realized that I was not in front of the window in my room but was standing beside the bed.
I saw Kin's face, his handsome face has turned into the face of a wolf. The black wolf that fell right under my feet tried to get up, but Kin quickly kicked it.
"Krit, close your eyes", Kin let go of his hug and pushed me to sit on the bed.
"Kin ..." I called out to Kin who stepped away from me. Kin turned to look at me,
"Close your eyes and ears for a moment", said Kin.
I closed my eyes and closed my ears with my hands. I heard a terrible sound and the smell of blood seemed to fill the room, Kin's scent was so strong that's it overpowered the scent of the black wolf earlier. I want to open my eyes but somehow I feel scared if I open my eyes and see something terrible.
"Don't open your eyes yet," Kin's voice was heard clearly, the soft hand that used to caress me was now holding mine, Kin's hands were wet, the smell of blood was very strong. Kin released his grip and carried me out of the room.
Water soaked my body, I opened my eyes slowly but Kin's hand covered mine,
"Wait a minute, don't open your eyes now", said Kin quietly.
I closed my eyes and let the water run down my body, I felt Kin's hands take off my clothes one by one.
"Open your eyes Krit", said Kin.
I opened my eyes and saw Kin's wet face, I looked at Kin's body from top to bottom, I saw Kin wasn't hurt at all. I breathed a sigh of relief,
"Hufh", Kin smiled at me.
"Are you worried?", Asked Kin with a mischievous smile.
"Who's worried, I know you're strong enough to beat the wolf earlier", I said.
Kin smiled. After taking a shower, Kin immediately entered the room to clean the blood that had splattered on the floor and also took the black wolf away. I don't know how my room is because Kin forbade me to enter so I can only wait for him in the living room.