thirty five
I've been pregnant for 5 weeks, I can notice a slight difference, but I don't think anyone else has. I had a phone call this morning and today is the day, the day I'm going to end it and by it, I mean the gang. I'm going to be set free. I'm nervous, not to fight or kill but to be killed. It's not because I'm afraid of death but I'm afraid of killing my baby and never seeing Ryder or Diana again. "Hey, I have to go out now. I'll try to be quick and come back" I told Ryder and Diana who were talking in the kitchen. "Ok, be careful sweetie" Diana told me smiling. Obviously, they had no idea where I was going, and I didn't want them to know. If I come back, then I will tell them. "I'll see you later babe" Ryder told me. I hope I see you later. "I love you both, remember that ok. I'm sorry
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