Joshua
One day earlier
I had lied to Cassie by telling her that I was going to travel to Germany for a few days for work, but really it was just an excuse because I needed some time alone to collect my thoughts. It wasn't possible that I was really into Cassie, I wasn't understanding myself.
I didn't understand my own feelings towards her; ever since the night I had slightly freaked out and tore up the contract I myself had been using for years since divorcing from Bethany, my ex-wife. At that moment, I realized that something was out of control.
Before, I constantly needed to keep a woman close to me to satiate my extreme s****l desires. That's why I offered the contract to the women I was attracted to, so they could earn money, allowing me to practically use and abuse their bodies
