Joshua
I couldn't believe what was happening to me. It seemed too surreal for me to even believe it was true, for God's sake. Was I being rejected? Was Cassandra really kicking me out of her house and her life? Did she really not believe that I was capable of truly loving her? What the hell was happening to me? I had never reached this point in my life; I had never lowered myself so low for a woman, and I never expected to do that, but there I was hesitating more and more.
I was still standing in front of her door; she had slammed the door shut in my face. She was so mad at me, it looked like she never wanted to see me again. First I wanted to blame Mallory for filling Cassie's head with uncertainty, and now the girl couldn't believe me anymore; she thought I was the worst person in the
