Cassie's POV I don't know why, but when I turned around and saw Joshua right behind me, witnessing me talking on the cell phone with another guy, it made me feel like I was slightly cheating on him. It was a little embarrassing; I wasn't cheating on him, I was just talking to Mark. Yes, it was true that Mark and I had already kissed, made out a bit, and even I had slept with him once. And yes, I couldn't deny that I found Mark to be a totally attractive guy, but no wonder I was here with Joshua. It was simply because I loved this guy right next to me, looking at me with clear jealousy over my conversation with Mark. I couldn't rule my heart; it was Joshua my heart wanted. It didn't matter if Mark was the ideal guy for me because of our age; I mean, I knew that Mark was rich, handsome, at

