I didn’t say anything. I could hardly just say I was sick. I couldn’t explain it, the feeling I had that everything was falling away and trying to grab hold of any of it only made me lose it faster. The feeling that everything I did just made me sink lower, and I couldn’t move anymore .
" Stella please sit down . . . I will go and see did Royce come or not . " " I'll come back to you," I say. "I promise you, if it's the last thing I do, I'll come back to you."
I nods.
"I'll count the minutes until you do." I says.
I can’t sit up, well, actually I can, it just hurts, but I don’t actually want you to do anything, because I’m fine, except I’m sort of not, but I will be, and I don’t want to comfort you about it, so let’s just say I’m fine. She walk out side and I spin around to go into the
