I let my head fall back, and I gazed into the Eternal Blue Sky. It was morning. Some of the sky was yellow, some the softest blue. One small cloud scuttled along. Strange how everything below can be such death and chaos and pain while above the sky is peace, sweet blue gentleness . I push the cover off me and got up from my bed , stretching my arms and legs . I grab an woolen scarf and wrapped around myself . and then I walk in to the bathroom to get fresh . My hair was sticking out in about fifteen directions, and my eyes were all small and puffy from crying. So this was what girls looked like in the morning. I had never seen one, not up close. I took a shower and then put on a bathrobe and tied at the front . I wrapped my hair's in the towel and made it out of the bathroom and went int

