I will never be able to have a steady job. A real relationship or children. I will never get to have my dream life. Regardless of my decision, I am never going to have my dream life. At least getting married keeps me alive and I can keep helping people. It is far from ideal, but it is the only viable option that I have. "I'm sure that line works on a lot of people, but I'm not your average girl. I know that testifying against the mafia is a death sentence. Witness protection or not, they will get me. I'm not about to shorten my life on a rash decision. I can buy my time and wait out my father. Everyone has to die eventually, and then I will be free to make my own decisions." "You are underestimating the danger of the life you are about to join." "I'm not going into this with blinde

