DESCENDANT OF THE MOON GODDESS

Moon

There was no place for love in my heart because my soul didn't belong to me.

And I had a mission to complete, a goddess to serve wholeheartedly. There was no place for love in my life.

That was what I always thought but the reality of it was beginning to fade away as the day went by.

I thought this awkward feeling of jealousy was going to die but unfortunately for me, it only grew larger than my heart could contain.

I wanted to always see his face and always be with him but there was already someone in that position.

"I am going to keep trying until he notices me." I affirmed.

That morning, I got dressed in my best robe to see the Alpha king.

When I got to his door, I tapped slightly.

I could already feel cold shivers running down my spine, I was frightened to my bones.

"Who is that?" His thick voice came from Inside.

"It's me, Andrea." I returned to him almost immediately.

"You may come in." he ordered.

I opened the door gently and walked into the room, closing the door right behind me.

"Do you have a message from the moon goddess," he said to me with disgust in his voice.

"No," I returned and tried to say something else but he would not give me breathing space to even complete my statement.

"So what are you doing here?" He inquired.

"Just when I wanted to tell him that... I came to say hi," I stuttered.

Then, the door parted open and Luna walked in.

I noticed that immediately I saw her face, my mood went sour immediately and my face disappeared under a hateful glare.

I returned my stare to the Alpha and I could see a warm smile hanging on his face.

"Wish that was for me." I sighed.

She came over to him and kissed him on his lips for some time. After which she pulled away from him and shot a deadly glare at me

"And what are you doing here?" She inquired but I didn't bother to give her a reply, making her turn over to her mate.

"Can't you see that I am really busy you fool," he thundered angrily at me.

"Get out of this place."

"I am sorry Alpha," I apologized and started walking away from the place.

"I don't like the way she is always around you," I heard Luna complaining to Jax.

"That girl? she can't even pull a string when it comes to me. She is only good for state issues and nothing more. So you don't worry about her," he said to her while I continued to walk away from them.

I could feel tears already forming in the corner of my eyes as I ran over to the room.

I went to my room and shut the door close behind me with so much hate and anger.

"Why does he never notice me like I am just a grain of dust, like an invisible being?" I yelled at the top of my voice.

"He is using me, that's just it," I yelled angrily.

"But somehow, you like him," a voice rang in my room like the clap of thunder.

This was the hard truth, I was beginning to fall for the werewolf who had noted earlier that I was only useful in issues related to state matters only and he was never going to look my way.

Tears gradually dropped down from my eyes, raising the dust in my room.

Then, my guardian spirit appeared before me.

"Andrea," she said to me. "Why are you crying?" She inquired. But I could not tell her anything at first.

How would it sound, that the descendant of the moon goddess was falling in love with a mere mortal?

"You can talk to me," she noted with a smile hanging on her face.

I bit my lower lip as I spilled out every single inch of my predicament to her.

"You are not the first nor will you be the last to fall in love with someone that you can never be with and nobody before you had ever gotten their aims. Rather, they are distracted from completing their missions," she said to me, staring right into my eyes.

"You are forbidden Andrea to fall in love with a werewolf so focus on your mission and this feeling will pass just as it has developed," she said to me and vanished from the room.

But her words seem to create only a greater hole in my heart.

"I am just going to let this pass and hold back any feeling I have about him," I said to myself and dried up every single tear that had formed in my eyes.

"But what if I can't? What if this feeling is just too great to withhold." I sobbed.