THE SECOND MATE

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Seraphina did not cry until she reached her chambers. And even then, her body betrayed her before her pride did. The door shut behind her with a heavy click. She stood perfectly still. For one breath. Then another. Her fingers loosened from the handle. He's your mate. Kael's words returned with brutal precision. Seraphina laughed. The sound was small and broken. Her wolf stirred beneath her skin. Don't laugh. "I don't know what else to do." The answer came out as a whisper. She crossed the room. Their chambers had once been hers and Kael's together. A fire burned low in the hearth. His books occupied one side of the shelves. His weapons hung against the far wall. A dark coat had been thrown carelessly over the chair near the window. Everything smelled like him. Cedar. Smoke. Winter rain. Twenty years of memories lived inside those walls. Seraphina suddenly couldn't breathe. She grabbed the first object within reach and threw it. A crystal vase shattered against the wall. The sound exploded through the room. Her wolf flinched. Seraphina stared at the broken pieces. Then she laughed again. This time, tears came with it. "Pathetic." She wiped her cheeks angrily. She was Luna of the Blackridge Pack. She had stood beside Kael through wars. She had negotiated with hostile packs. She had buried wolves who died protecting their territory and comforted families who blamed their Alpha for sending them into battle. She had faced blood, death, betrayal, and enemies. Yet nothing had prepared her for another woman saying three words. I didn't know. A knock sounded. Seraphina froze. "Go away." Silence. Then Elder Rowan's voice came through the door. "My Luna." Her eyes closed. Of course. Not Kael. Elder Rowan. She should have known Kael would still be in the hall. With Lyra. The thought landed harder than it should have. "Come in." The old wolf entered cautiously. His eyes immediately found the shattered vase. Then her face. To his credit, he didn't pretend not to notice. "Should I send someone to clean that?" "No." "My Luna—" "Rowan." His mouth closed. Seraphina moved toward the window. Below, Blackridge stretched beneath the moonlight. The pack had grown into a kingdom under Kael's rule. And under hers. She had helped build this. That was what hurt. Not just losing her husband. Losing the life attached to him. "What are they saying?" she asked. Rowan sighed. "Too much." "About me?" "About the situation." Seraphina turned. "That's a polite way of saying yes." Rowan's expression softened. "People are confused." "So am I." A faint knock interrupted them. This one was different. Slower. Heavier. Seraphina didn't need heightened senses to know who stood outside. Every muscle in her body tightened. Rowan glanced toward the door. "Would you like me to—" "No." The word came too quickly. Seraphina straightened her dress. She wiped the remaining moisture from beneath her eyes. Then she nodded. "Leave." Rowan hesitated. "Seraphina." Her gaze hardened. "I said leave." The Elder bowed his head and walked toward the door. When he passed Kael, he didn't acknowledge him. Interesting. Seraphina almost smiled. Rowan had always liked Kael. Apparently, second mates had limits. The door closed behind the Elder. Kael stepped inside. For several seconds, neither spoke. His gaze moved around the room. The broken vase. The overturned chair. Then her face. "You broke something." Seraphina stared at him. Of all the things he could have said. A humorless laugh escaped her. "Remarkable observation." Kael's jaw tightened. "I wasn't trying to make light of this." "No. You're trying very hard to make nothing of it." His eyes flashed. "That's not fair." "There it is again." "What?" "That sentence." Seraphina folded her arms. "You've said it twice tonight." Kael stepped forward. "And you've been unfair twice." She stared at him. Then slowly clapped. "Wonderful. We're keeping score now." "Stop." "No." The force in her voice surprised them both. Kael went still. Seraphina had rarely raised her voice at him. She didn't need to. Kael was dangerous when angry. Everyone knew that. Everyone except Seraphina, apparently. Because she was done being careful. "You don't get to walk into this room and tell me to stop." "Seraphina—" "You found another mate." His face hardened. "I didn't ask for this." "Neither did I!" The room shook with her voice. Silence followed. Seraphina's chest rose and fell. Kael stared at her. Something flickered across his face. Regret. She hated that too. "You're right," he said quietly. Her anger stumbled. She hadn't expected agreement. Kael looked toward the window. "I didn't ask for it." "Then why do you look like you've been given a gift?" His head snapped back toward her. Seraphina regretted the question immediately. Not because she didn't deserve an answer. Because she did. But because she wasn't sure she could survive hearing it. Kael said nothing. That was worse. Her throat tightened. "Go on." "I don't know what you want me to say." "Try honesty." His hands curled into fists. "I felt it." Seraphina stopped breathing. "The bond." She looked away. Kael's voice lowered. "I felt it the moment she entered the hall." "Stop." "I can't lie to you." She laughed bitterly. "No. Apparently, you've decided honesty is important now." "Seraphina." She walked away from him. Toward the fireplace. Her back remained turned. The flames blurred through her tears. "I need you to understand something." Kael was quiet. She swallowed. "I don't care that you didn't choose this." Her fingers pressed against the mantel. "I care what you do next." Behind her, silence. Then footsteps. Kael stopped close enough that she could feel his presence. But he didn't touch her. At least he understood that much. "Nothing changes between us." Seraphina shut her eyes. There it was again. That lie. She turned slowly. "Do you hear yourself?" "Yes." "No, you don't." His expression darkened. "I know exactly what I'm saying." "Then you're a bigger fool than I thought." Kael's eyes flashed gold. His wolf was close. Seraphina's wolf pushed forward too. For twenty years, their wolves had known each other. Loved each other. Now Seraphina's wolf was whimpering. Kael noticed. His face changed. The anger disappeared. "Rina." Her heart cracked. Only Kael called her that. She hated that she still wanted to hear it. "Don't." His hand lifted. She stepped back. He froze. The rejection in his expression lasted less than a second. But she saw it. Good. Let him feel it. A fraction. A single fraction. "What do you want from me?" he asked. The question drained the anger from her. What did she want? For Lyra to disappear? For the Moon Goddess to take back whatever cruel gift she had delivered? For Kael to look at her the way he had looked at that woman? No. She wanted something impossible. "I want my husband back." The words came quietly. Kael went completely still. Seraphina looked directly into his eyes. "But I don't think you're entirely mine anymore." His face tightened with pain. She saw it. And wished it mattered. A sudden knock sounded at the door. Neither moved. Then a voice came through. "Alpha Kael?" Lyra. Seraphina's expression became cold. Kael looked toward the door. That instinct. Again. Small. Automatic. Devastating. Seraphina stepped aside. "Your mate is calling." Kael's gaze returned to her. "I told you. You are my wife." "And she?" His silence answered. Seraphina nodded. Slowly. "That's what I thought." Kael ran a hand through his dark hair. For the first time in twenty years, he looked uncertain in front of her. She should have felt powerful. Instead, she felt exhausted. "Go," she repeated. "I'm not leaving you alone." "You already left me alone in a crowded room." His face went pale. That one landed. Good. The knock came again. This time, Lyra didn't speak. She didn't need to. Her presence stood outside the door like a third person inside the room. Kael looked between Seraphina and the entrance. And Seraphina watched him struggle. Not with whether he loved her. That would have been easier. He struggled with instinct. With curiosity. With the bond pulling at him. She could see it. And suddenly, Seraphina understood something terrifying. This was only the beginning. Tonight wasn't the moment Kael left her. Tonight was the moment the world gave him a reason to. Her chin lifted. "Open the door." Kael frowned. "What?" "Open it." "Seraphina—" "Open. The door." For several seconds, he didn't move. Then he did. The door opened. Lyra stood outside. Her pale face immediately turned toward Kael. Then her eyes found Seraphina. The silence between the three of them became unbearable. Lyra lowered her gaze. "I'm sorry." Seraphina stared at her. "Are you?" Lyra looked up. "I never wanted to hurt you." Seraphina almost laughed. "What a strange thing to say to a woman whose husband just discovered you're his mate." Kael's voice hardened. "Seraphina." She turned toward him. "Don't defend her." "I'm not." "No?" Her gaze shifted back to Lyra. The young woman looked miserable. Seraphina didn't care. Not anymore. "You should leave my chambers." Lyra flinched. "I came because—" "Leave." Kael stepped forward. "Enough." Seraphina looked at him. Something cold entered her chest. He had never used that tone with her. Not over another woman. Not once. Until now. The realization was quiet. But permanent. Seraphina smiled. "Of course." She walked past him. Kael caught her wrist. "Where are you going?" She looked down at his hand. Then back at his face. "Somewhere your mate isn't." His grip loosened. Seraphina pulled free. She reached the doorway and stopped beside Lyra. For one brief moment, their eyes met. Seraphina saw fear in the other woman's gaze. Good. She hoped Lyra remembered it. Because Seraphina wasn't afraid anymore. She was heartbroken. Humiliated. Furious. But fear? No. Fear belonged to the woman she had been before Kael Draven looked at someone else and made her realize that twenty years of loyalty could disappear in a single heartbeat. Seraphina walked into the corridor. Behind her, Kael called her name. She didn't stop. Then Lyra whispered something Seraphina wasn't supposed to hear. But wolves heard everything. Especially when the world was falling apart. "Kael... is she going to forgive you?" Seraphina kept walking. Kael didn't answer immediately. And when he finally did, his voice followed her down the corridor. "I don't know." Seraphina's steps slowed. Just once. Then she continued walking. Because for the first time in twenty years— Neither did she.
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