The gate loomed above us like the jaw of some ancient beast.
Black iron, twisted into the shapes of wolves mid-howl, their metal mouths frozen open in eternal silence. Beyond it, a driveway stretched into darkness, lined with trees that seemed to lean inward, watching.
Lukas had already stepped off the bus. He didn't look back at me. Didn't need to. His warning still buzzed in my ears like poison.
You should be afraid.
I grabbed my suitcase and followed.
The building emerged from the fog like a ghost taking shape.
Gothic. Massive. The kind of architecture that belonged in old European paintings—spires that pierced the clouds, arched windows glowing with amber light, stone walls covered in climbing ivy that looked centuries old. A clock tower rose from the center, its face illuminated by the moon, the hands frozen at midnight.
Silvermoon Academy.
The name was carved into a stone arch above the main entrance, the letters filled with what looked like real silver.
I stopped walking. My suitcase wheels caught on a crack in the cobblestone path, and I just… stood there. Staring.
This wasn't a school. This was a cathedral. A fortress. A place that had existed for centuries before I was born and would exist for centuries after I was dust.
"First time?"
The voice came from behind me. I turned.
The girl from the bus—the one with the braided blonde hair and the porcelain face—was looking at me with an expression I couldn't read. Not friendly. Not hostile. Curious, maybe.
"Yeah," I said. "Is it that obvious?"
She smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. "You're the only one who brought a suitcase like that."
I looked down at my bag. Cheap nylon. Bright purple. A gift from my mother two birthdays ago, already fraying at the seams.
Around me, other students were unloading sleek black luggage—leather, metal corners, monograms I couldn't read. One boy carried nothing but a small wooden chest engraved with runes.
"Oh," I said.
"Yeah," the girl replied. "Oh."
She walked away without introducing herself. I watched her go, her silver uniform jacket catching the light, and felt something heavy settle in my stomach.
I didn't belong here.
I'd known that before I got on the plane. But now, standing in the shadow of this impossible building, surrounded by students who moved like they'd been born to walk these grounds, the truth hit me like a physical blow.
What am I doing here?
The orientation was held in the Great Hall.
I'd never seen anything like it.
The ceiling was so high it disappeared into shadow. Chandeliers made of antlers and black crystals hung from invisible chains, casting pale light across rows of wooden benches. A massive fireplace dominated one wall, large enough to stand inside, flames roaring despite the fact that no one had added wood since I'd arrived.
And everywhere—everywhere—were eyes.
Hundreds of them. Blue, brown, green, gray, amber. Some human. Some not. They watched me as I walked in, as I found a seat in the very back row, as I tried to make myself small.
It didn't work.
Whispers followed me like a shadow.
"Is that her? The human?"
"I heard she doesn't even know what she is."
"Pathetic. She won't last a week."
"Look at her. She's so… soft."
That last one came from a boy with sharp cheekbones and a cruel smile. He was sitting three rows ahead, but he turned around to look at me as he said it, his eyes dragging over my body like he was cataloging every flaw.
I looked away.
My face was burning. My hands were shaking. I pressed them between my thighs to hide the tremors.
Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't let them see you cry.
Headmaster Aldric Vane stood at the front of the hall.
He was old—older than anyone I'd ever seen. His hair was white as snow, his face lined like ancient parchment, but his eyes… his eyes were young. Sharp. Gold-flecked and alive in a way that made my skin crawl.
He didn't use a microphone. He didn't need to. When he spoke, his voice filled every corner of the hall, vibrating in my chest like a second heartbeat.
"Welcome," he said, "to Silvermoon Academy."
The room fell silent. Even the flames in the fireplace seemed to still.
"For three centuries, this institution has trained the finest young shifters in the world. Here, you will learn control. You will learn strength. You will learn what it means to carry the blood of the wolf."
His gaze swept across the room—and stopped on me.
I felt it like a hand around my throat.
"This year," he continued, "we welcome an unprecedented class. Students from seventeen countries. Bloodlines that span continents. And one student who carries no wolf blood at all."
The whispers exploded.
"I told you. Human."
"Disgusting. She shouldn't be here."
"How did she even get in?"
Headmaster Vane raised his hand. Silence fell again.
"Ela Demir is here under the Sacred Blood Accord," he said. "Her presence is not a mistake. It is not an accident. She has as much right to be here as any of you."
He paused.
"Whether she has the strength to stay—that remains to be seen."
The rest of orientation passed in a blur.
Rules. Schedules. House assignments. Something about lunar cycles and monthly rites and forbidden territories I was definitely going to accidentally wander into.
I didn't retain any of it.
All I could feel were the eyes. Always the eyes. Boring into the back of my head, sliding across my skin like insects.
When the headmaster finally dismissed us, I grabbed my suitcase and fled.
The dormitory was called Moonshadow Hall.
It was smaller than the main building, older, tucked behind a grove of birch trees that glowed white in the darkness. The windows were narrow, the stone walls covered in moss, and the door groaned when I pushed it open like it was complaining about having to let me in.
My room was on the third floor. Number 317.
I climbed the stairs—no elevator, of course—and fumbled with the key until the lock clicked open.
The room was small but beautiful.
A single bed with dark gray sheets. A wooden desk beneath a window that faced the forest. A wardrobe carved with wolf motifs. A fireplace that was already lit, casting warm shadows across the floor.
Someone had left a plate of food on the desk. Bread, cheese, an apple, a glass of water.
I sat down on the bed and stared at it.
They expect me to fail.
That's what the headmaster meant. That's what the whispers meant. They didn't think I belonged here, and they were waiting for me to prove them right.
I picked up the apple. Took a bite.
It was the sweetest thing I'd ever tasted.
I must have fallen asleep.
I didn't remember lying down, but suddenly I was horizontal, my cheek pressed against the rough fabric of the pillow, my shoes still on, my suitcase still open on the floor.
The fire had died down to embers.
The room was cold.
And someone was watching me.
I felt it before I opened my eyes—that primal awareness, the same one that had woken me the night the wolf appeared at my window. A presence. Heavy. Hungry.
I opened my eyes.
He was standing in the doorway.
Not Lukas. Someone else. Someone taller, broader, darker. His hair was the color of winter wheat, almost white-blonde, falling across a face that looked like it had been carved from ice and anger. High cheekbones. A jaw sharp enough to cut. Lips pressed into a thin, unforgiving line.
But it was his eyes that stopped my heart.
Blue.
Not the soft blue of summer skies. Not the warm blue of shallow seas.
Ice blue. The blue of glaciers. The blue of something ancient and cold and utterly without mercy.
He was looking at me like I was a bug he wanted to crush.
I sat up so fast my head spun.
"Who are you?" I asked. My voice came out smaller than I wanted. Smaller than I was.
He didn't answer. Just stood there, filling the doorway with his impossible height, his arms crossed over a chest that strained the fabric of his black uniform.
"Wrong room," I tried again. "You must have the wrong—"
"You're the human."
His voice was low. Rough. Accented—Russian, maybe, or something close to it. And flat. Completely flat, like he was stating a fact he found personally offensive.
"I—yes. I'm Ela."
"I know who you are."
He took a step into the room.
I pulled my knees to my chest, pressing myself against the headboard. Every instinct I had was screaming at me to run, but there was nowhere to go. He was between me and the door.
"You shouldn't be here," he said.
"That's what everyone keeps telling me."
"Everyone is right."
He took another step. The firelight caught his face, and I saw something move beneath his skin. A ripple. A shift. Like his bones were rearranging themselves under his flesh.
My breath caught.
"What are you?" I whispered.
He stopped two feet from the bed. Looked down at me. And for a moment—just a moment—something flickered in those ice-blue eyes. Something almost human.
Then it was gone.
"Stay out of my way," he said. "Stay out of everyone's way. And maybe—maybe—you'll survive the semester."
He turned and walked out without closing the door.
I sat there, shaking, listening to his footsteps fade down the hallway.
Nikolai.
I didn't know his name yet. But I would. I would learn it the way you learn the shape of a knife that's been pressed against your throat.
I couldn't sleep after that.
I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying the way he'd looked at me. The contempt. The warning. The something else underneath, the thing that had flickered and died before I could name it.
The fire had gone out completely now. The room was dark except for the moonlight filtering through the window.
I should close the curtains.
I should lock the door.
I should do a lot of things.
Instead, I just lay there, frozen, waiting for morning.
The bed shifted.
I sat up, heart hammering.
Something was wrong. Something was in the bed with me. Something cold and wet and—
I threw back the covers.
And screamed.
The sound tore out of my throat before I could stop it, raw and animal, bouncing off the stone walls.
There was a wolf in my bed.
Not a full-grown wolf. Not the massive gray beast from my window in Istanbul.
A pup. A baby wolf, its fur still soft and dark, its eyes still closed.
Its throat had been cut.
Blood soaked my sheets, dark and thick, spreading across the mattress like spilled wine. The pup's body was still warm. Still limp. Still fresh.
Someone had put it here while I was asleep.
Someone had watched me lie next to a dying animal and done nothing.
I scrambled off the bed, stumbled backward, hit the wall. My legs gave out. I slid to the floor, my hands pressed over my mouth, my whole body shaking.
The door was still open.
The hallway was dark.
And somewhere in the shadows, I heard a sound.
Laughter.
Soft. Distant. Cruel.
I pressed my back against the wall and pulled my knees to my chest, and for the first time since I'd arrived at Silvermoon Academy, I let myself cry.
Not because I was scared.
Because I finally understood.
This wasn't a school.
This was a battlefield.
And someone had just drawn first blood.