Should a person do what his heart, his spirit, opposes? But on the other hand, how often the heart calls for an act that ends up being destructive or at least wrong. It is strange! - Cal reasoned softly, sitting back in his chair, staring into the space in front of him. So much time dreaming of your own clothing brand, and the moment it's all in front of you, to give it all up. Yeah, something is clearly not working right in my head. I can understand why I canceled everything at the last minute, but I can't understand why I did it. Yes, I'm not prepared enough for the case. Yeah, I got scared and stuff like that. I guess it's all the fault of that other me who orders me to do whatever he wants, and I obey as usual, and I end up paying the price, not him. Ufff... what am I supposed to do a

