Today is my birthday and my last day here in Grimes before I travel to Cirvanna. The day that I told the council about my decision, they immediately dismissed it. They told me that I don't need to step down the throne just because I want to clear something about my self. They reasoned that no one is capable to sit on the throne aside from me. I am grateful for their trust but still skeptical cause Spiro and I decided to keep my secret as a sign of respect to Mama Nanari whom really treated me as her own and wanted me to inherit her throne.
I decided not to have a party today instead, I want this day to be peaceful and celebrate my birthday with people who's really close to me. Speaking of people that are really close to me, I haven't seen Spiro since that night. I don't know where he went and that's very unusual of him. He was never separated to me this long as he want to keep me close to him to protect me from potential harm. I guess, I need to get used to this cause I can't be with him while I'm Cirvanna.
A lot of servants were here in my dressing room as they're helping me wearing my gown that was designed by the official designer of the Palace of Grimes. This is a very usual scenario as this thing happens every day. Today is a very special day so I chose a special gown, the gown that was designed by my Mama Nanari. She's really looking forward for my 18th birthday but she passed away when I was 10. Since I was a baby, she's designing gowns that I'm gonna wear when I grew up. That's why, most of the gowns that I wore were inspired by her designs. Simple yet majestic.
" Lady Heimdall.." one of my people called. " A gift from the Palace of Dustan have arrived. The Palace of Dustan is an allied kingdom of the Palace of Grimes since the kingdom was founded. They are surely friendly compared to the other kingdom but I don't like their guts mostly their King. He always thought that I should marry his first born, whom ranking first when it comes to being an arrogant and a jerk. And the thing that I hate the most is that he wants the Palace of Dustan and the Palace of Grimes to be united as one kingdom. I will not be surprised if one day, he will declare a war against Grimes.
" Kindly send them my regards.." I said.
" Have you seen Spiro?" I ask them.
" Forgive me my lady, Spiro was not around the palace this past few days. So we haven't seen him this day. " I just nod.
" What's my schedule?"
" Aside from your lunch with your inferiors which happen every year on your birthday. None was scheduled for this day, My Lady. "
So Spiro vacant this day for me. Spiro is the one who's fixing my schedule and making sure that I was not overloaded with work. So I hope that he'll show himself today. Like what I said, this is my last day in Grimes and I am not sure when will I return. I want to see him and be with our friends even just for today.
"Stella.."
" Yes, My Lady. "
" Order a search for Spiro. Make sure he's back before dawn. "
" Noted, My Lady.."
Another servant walk inside.
" Lady Heimdall, Sir Winter Frost and Water Loo already arrived and waiting for you in the garden. "
" Tell them to wait and ask the maids for the snacks."
It's just 10 in the morning and we were supposed to meet at 11 but it's okay. It is good so I won't be bored anymore.
Winter Frost, Water Loo and Ganesha Hadid are my companions. Like Spiro, I grew up with them. Winter Frost is my informant, my ears and my eyes in Grimes. He's my resources of information. He's at the same age as Spiro and if I am not mistaken, Winter is Spiro's cousin. Winter is very distant to the people around him except for us, his friends. He likes working alone and he doesn't want to be stared at cause he thinks that he's ugly because of his genetic defect. Winter is an albino, he's literally white as snow and cold as winter. His name suits him well. He has a blue eyes and his lips are kinda red. And I don't find him ugly at all. To be honest, I find Winter handsome more than Spiro and Water Loo. Although, he doesn't want to believe anyone who's saying that he's handsome. He really hates talking about his appearance. For me, Winter's imperfection makes him look perfect.
Water Loo is the General of my army, he protects the border of Grimes from the potential intruder. He looks strong and strict as always. And being the General fits him well. Water Loo has a handsome tycoon vibe. Like everyone who look at him, fall for him. And of course, Ganesha and I are already immune to his charms. Like, duh? We grew up together. It looks like a taboo to fall in love with each other.
Ganesh Hadid do all around. She do monitor everything what's happening in Grimes, from the businesses, production, to disciplining those who go against the law. She serves as a justice here in Grimes. She looks average, like what she used to say, she has no impact at all. She doesn't like fixing herself up. And literally hates make up so much. But I still find her simplicity as beautiful.
My team is composed of five and that includes me. We all grew up together and today, I'm going to bid a goodbye for a mean time.
Ganesha was already there when I arrived at the garden. Unlike Winter and Water who's wearing an elegant royalty uniform, Ganesha is simply wearing a white slacks and long sleeves. I sat with them.
" Spiro.. Is he really going to let your birthday pass?" Water asks.
" That son of a b*tch.." Ganesha muttered.
" It's okay. I already ordered to find him and bring him back before the dawn. " I said.
" It must be hard for him to let you go to Cirvanna alone. You know how much he cares for Loucen. He's been with her since we were young and this is the only time that they will get separated. We must understand him. " Winter explained.
" Can't he really go with you?" Ganesha asked.
" Only those who can see the gate can enter to Cirvanna. And only those people with a Cirvannian blood could see it. As long as the borders of Cirvanna are close, I can't let anyone of you come with me. "
" Can you really handle your self there? We don't know what kind of place is the Cirvanna right now. Aside ftom that, you're not used on being alone. And as I can see right now, Spiro agreed only because he can't say no to you. And I can understand if he will forcefully make you stay here. " Winter are obviously against my idea of going to Cirvanna alone. But I can't change my mind right now.
I feel like if I don't go there, something not nice will happen.
" Water trained me to be a good fighter. I think that's enough. If something bad will happen to me, I'll make sure to find a way to contact you. So don't worry about me.."
" We will give you three months. If you did not come back home here in Grimes with that span of time, were going to find a way to get there. No buts, and that's final. " -Ganesha.
After a minute, the servants already serve us our early 'lunch'. Water had requested to have our lunch already cause he hasn't eaten breakfast yet. The four of us bonded together through swimming in the lake nearby the palace. We had a picnic and talking about things that we missed because of work. I had fun with them, but I think it will be more fun if I Spiro is here.
I arrived at the palace after I and the group finished our dinner. Stella, one of my servants was waiting for me.
" Lady Heimdall, Lord Spiro is waiting you at your room.
I immediately walk upstairs to see Spiro. And there, I found him fixing my things that I need to bring tomorrow. His hair, his polo, everything about his clothes are displeasing. He looks stressed and fvck up.
" Where have you been? I've been searching for the whole week? Were all worried about you." I said. He sat at my bed and took a deep sigh.
"I think I'm going crazy.." he said while staring at the carpet.
" I'll be okay Spiro. You don't need to worry about me, you told me that I'm brave right?"
" What if you get hurt? Who will heal your wound? What if you get hungry while searching for your father? Who will cook for you? You are a picky eater. What if they don't serve food that suit your palette? I will not be there to cook for you and that idea makes me sick. " he said with a full of worry.
The Spiro in my sight is very new to me. I knew him for so long and this is the first time that I saw him troubled. I never knew that he could care for me this much. The truth is, I also never imagine that this things will happen. But this can't be helped. I caught him off guard, my decision wasn't rushed but for him, it is. Me being separated for Spiro cause him a great distress.
" I'm sorry Spiro.. This maybe a selfish act. But this will makes me happy. I hope you understand "