Forty-SevenPeter and I walked silently from the parking lot into the terminal. It felt like a dream. People distorted, objects blurred, sounds muffled and memories faded. I felt sure I would soon be waking up. “Well,” he said, “I guess this is as far as I can go.” He stopped abruptly and set my bags down on a nearby cart. I shook my head and stared at him blankly, realizing I wasn't asleep. “Yeah, I guess so.” I nervously looked around. Peter reached over and took me in his arms. “You take care of yourself.” “I will.” “He loves you, you know, and he understands.” I nodded, determined not to cry, but it was too late, the tears flowed freely. I pulled away. “I'm going to get your shirt all wet,” I said, brushing his shoulder. “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to…” Peter looked at me; it was

