I am drunk just take it as ,I accidentally slept with you .you accidentally slept with your step sister, sorry..... sorry....I am lower than a servant. Sebastian explain that he accidentally slept with me , Actually I do that men can't be hard after getting drink. I shout at him , GET OUT!!!!!!! Sebastian put on his shirt and walk out , I don't know what he think he walk back and put a check on the table, 10 lakhes take it as complement and leave my brother. Get out , I said once again and through a cheque on his back. Sebastian didn't move he turn and grab my chin. Don't try to act like you don't want money your intention is to get money from him right??, I admit that I get money from him. But my intention was to be with him .I really love him. A woman like you should know your place,,,, Sebastian shout at me . Get out leave me alone I said softly..right now I don't have any energy fight with him.. I ask myself every day why I didn't kill you years ago when I could. I started to act like mad women, I threw lamp on him but he dodge it . I am going to sue you for raping..I won't let it slide . But I knew very well that I won't have power while the lower class people never have the chance for justice. Alright !!!!sure!!!! Sue me !!. Bring my semen sample and report to cob . I will see which law frame will take your case. Oh!! Remember to ask your mom advice she will accept to sue me . Of course he won't be afraid.
Sebastian you are a jerk , baster, I am not someone who like to swear a lot but he made me angry..Sebastian lean forward and grab my chin and said yes I'm jerk , baster what can you do??. I was quite, I can't do anything. He finish speaking and left.
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The next day I was forced myself to atten Lucas wedding. He has been avoiding me purposely for past few days. Mrs mark order me to do work it's was like I'm her servant. I can't even walk properly. I feel really pain down there , I try to take little rest . Uncle mark came over to me and asked I want to be a bridesmaid for Hanna. I immediately reject him . The man I love is going to marry someone yet I want to be a bridesmaid, uncle mark can you ask Lilly, I am not feeling well. I think I may can't stand anymore..no Sonia Lilly is our family beloved child .Sebastian and lucas consider her as a own sister. They will not accept about it . But you can , I try to reject him .Sebastian walk over to us and look at my pale face , Lucas treated you best yet to don't want to help him as a bridesmaid?? I speak to myself you r**e me yesterday and still you pretend like nothing happened ask my help. My mom suddenly came over , sure she will be bridesmaid and forced me to agree. Alright I will let driver and you to hotel.
Good, I am heading towards hotel to check up on guest follow my car. Sebastian spoke up . Everybody knows that we truly hate each other, but now is action surprise everyone. Sebastian grab my hand pull me along. We reached his car and I shrink his hand. He open passenger door for me . I sat down I know I cannot do anything. Once Lucas wedding is over I will fly back to my place. I will never come here. Sebastian enter car start engine. This was my first time sitting in luxury car .Sebastian paid huge amount of money to model this car . I looked out window. He speak suddenly, I didn't use any product, have you take meds. I recall what happened ofcourse it's my terrible nightmare. Thank God Sebastian remember me . I lie to my mom that I do some office work so I stayed with my friends. I desided to buy pills across any pharmacy.. you didn't right after you found any pharmacy you have get and eat it . He notice my silence and continue even if you got pregnant you have abort it , my child will never born with a woman like you. I have to stand for myself but I don't have enough energy. All he do was humiliation. I have already get it for 20 years . What with few more hours. Since I am leaving this place I don't care about him.my silent affected him , he speak cold . Are you secretly planning to give birth and come back for money. He can think what ever he want , I still look outside and pretend calm .his words never affect me. Do you know why your mother never got registered in mark land family. He laugh like mad man. Because upper class always like clean and wealthy. Even though she lived many years in our mansion. She is just like servant to us , for my father may be she is mistress. We will never treat her like mark family member. Even your mother got surgery for pregnancy control. He finally turn on my anger , I turn around and look at him . What you can't pretend further. When I bring up your mother.??
I want to say something but ended up . I know even if I speak our conversation will never end up well and also I got sevior pain down. So I pretend I didn't hear him. Sebastian suddenly pushed car and speed up . I know he become mad man . But why would I care even if I got accident we will die together. STOP THE CAR !!! I said suddenly, what ??? I replied "pharmacy ". Sebastian followed my graze and there is a pharmacy beside road . He stop car and I got down .
I walk slowly Sebastian followed me , did he think I am going to cheated on pills !!! I would rather than be a stone to be his child mother!!