James
My Jade-Eyes is quivering. I’ve always known she was attracted to Richard….
What woman wouldn’t be…?
Powerful….
…. Handsome….
…. Charismatic….
…. Wealthy….
…. but after my error that terrible day our first summer when I almost ruined everything for all of us, it never occurred to me that, it might come to this; that I would be willing to let this happen.
I’ve allowed Charlotte many men, even encouraged her in the early days when I knew that soul-blazing s*x was one of the things that kept her returning to me….
…. and Michael….
…. but I always kept this man, out of bounds.
Why?
Too powerful?
Too attractive?
Too much the Dom?
Or simply that I resented it when her attraction to him showed, rather than my having offered him to her….
I’m not sure.
But never again.
My Jad
