June-- I sat at the dresser with my makeup done waiting for Pius come and put me in my dress. I was so nervous. I had a bad feeling about today a very bad feeling. It's unexplainable. I just have a bad feeling. Pisces is soundly sleeping under the bed. He's not taking part in the celebration. People have already started coming in. It's seems that Penelope, the Duke and the Duchess of Vampires, Pius' Father and step mother were already here and many guests have started to arrive. Pius said that he would make the announcement of the wedding this very evening. And he also said he would turn me. Now, that is what has got me so nervous. Today is the last night of me being human. It's really scary to think about. I'm going to become a person who drinks blood. Am I going to still remain a

