Chapter 16
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I ran towards my room still coughing and I went and sat down near the foot of the bed.
One thing I should tell you never to do; run after chocking on your food.
I rushed towards the bathroom and started puking my guts out.
Why do these things always happen to me? Atlast in so many years someone was trying to be nice with me. But I forgot one thing, Monsters are bad. They never change. Pius is a Monster. He'll never change. And another thing too, good things never happen to me.
Warm tears trailed down my face as I tried to stop. But the smell reached my nose and forced me to retch again. I remember the times my step mom used to call me fat and then I used to force myself to puke.
Am I not perfect ? Am I soo ugly that people can't think of treating me well? My mother left me. My brother left me. My aunt left me. My father abused me. My step mother hated me. Nobody gave me a job. I got kidnapped by Vampires. I got sold to a Vampire who raped me and ill treats me. Even here I'm being abused. Physically and Mentally also Séxually.
What have I ever done to god that he made my life is so horrible? When will I ever have peace?
At last, my stomach settled. I flushed down the contents in the toilet and stood up and walked towards the sink.
I wish I could just give up on life. I wish there was a button that said "Self - destruct" and then my life would be over.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Then ends of my hair were turning blonde again. The brown dye was fading out.
Yeah, I dyed my hair brown. I always loved brown hair. My blonde hair was too...light and they never matched my green eyes. I wondered if my hair would turn completely blonde till the end of the week. I hope so. I never looked good with my light blonde hair, I hope after that Pius will just kill me off because of my hideous looks.
I brushed my teeth again and washed my face. When I went out of the bathroom, I was surprised to see Milo waiting for me.
He had a plate of biscuits in his hand. And was kicking his feet back and forth on the bed.
"Aren't you a bit big to kick your feet back and forth? " I asked trying not to laugh.
He seemed surprised and almost dropped the biscuits when he stood up.
"I..uh..got the habit from Miss. Penny. " he said turning red.
"Hmm. What are you doing here then?" I asked. I was feeling weak and tired. I wanted to just go to sleep and never wake up.
"I brought these for you. Master Pius was busy telling everyone the chores for today. He told me to give you some biscuits since you haven't eaten in a long time. " he said.
"Okay. But I'm not hungry. I just finished puking out everything and if I eat again, I'm not sure I'll be able to keep it down." I said with a sigh.
Why does he care for me after insulting me front of everyone like that? I am angry with him and I don't want anything from him.
"Are you okay? Your looking pale." He said as he set the plate over the table in the corner.
He put his arms around me and helped me to the bed.
"Your looking awfully tired and skinny. You haven't been eating well after your little accident. I'm worried about you." Milo said tucking me inside the blanket.
He put his hand over my forehead to check my temperature.
"You've got a slight fever. Sleep. I'll tell Master Pius that you are unwell. " He said.
"No." I whispered.
"Don't tell Pius. He'll come and embarrass me more." I said almost closing my eyes and going to sleep.
Milo signed. "Sleep, June. Don't worry about anything. Just sleep." He said and kissed my forehead.
I finally let the darkness and tiredness take over and welcomed my best friend; Sleep.
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--Pius--
"And Katy, you will be cleaning my office. Be careful not to touch anything there. And leave the office before I come." I said sternly.
She nodded her head and went away. I sat back in my chair and pressed my thumb to my forehead.
I'm felling bad for treating June like that and I don't want to face her right now. I was just joking around and I had no intention to embarrass her.
"Master." A voice said startling me.
I looked up at Milo. I had sent him to give June her breakfast since she was very hungry and hadn't eaten enough.
"Did she eat?" I asked.
"No, she was sleepy and she has a fever and she was puking. I kept the plate beside the bed. " he said.
I sighed. That news just added to my headache.
"You shouldn't wear her out so much ,master. She just needs rest. Give her two days. I'll take care of her. She'll be just fine." He promised.
"Okay. Take her to the upper room. You shift there too. She'll be fine if I let her be away from me for a while. I trust you. You'll take care of her, right?" I asked.
He nodded his head. Milo is one of my most trustworthy servants in the house. He's always there when I need him and is also Penny's first and best friend.
I removed a pill from my pocket and gave it to Milo.
"Give it to her. It's a contraption pill. I was going to take her to the doctor for shots but I think she needs space. " I said.
Milo nodded his head. "Don't worry, Master. By the end of these two weeks, everything it's going to be alright. She'll be healthy again and...uh..you can...uh...continue whatever you do with her.." He said shifting uncomfortably.
I chuckled at his expression. "Your saying that because you haven't gotten laid. Tell me, how old are you?" I asked him.
"Eighteen. " he said.
"Are you still a virgin?" I asked.
"Um...yeah." he whispered turning red.
I chuckled. "Don't need to be embarrassed. I'll get you hooked up with one of my friend's werewolf slaves. " I said.
He looked at me with wide eyes and shook his head. "N-No. I...uh...I'm saving myself for...my mate. " He said blushing deeply again.
"Oh." I said amazed. These guys really take mate stuff seriously.
"Your loss then. Séx is heavenly. It feels so good to have your woman writhing in pleasure and moaning your name. Ah, they're so tight around your dic-"
"Uh...I'll...go check on June." He said and ran away red faced.
I laughed loudly. That was amusing. Kid doesn't know what he's missing.
"You shouldn't put ideas like that in his mind." I heard a voice behind my chair.
"Oh, sis, your another virgin in the house. Need any tips?" I mocked without turning behind.
I felt her hands on my shoulders massaging me.
"I don't need any tips....just don't tell Milo any stuff like that...I don't want him to try it." She said still pressing my shoulders.
"And why is that?" I asked curiously looking up at her.
"It's just...I've...started feeling things around him...tingles when he touches me, and I feel like moaning when I hear his voice and he's...he's so handsome." She said and signed.
I tilted my head in confusion. I've wanted my sister to have a boyfriend and settle down for a long time now. Milo is a good guy. He's been with us for the past three years now. He's capable of taking care of my baby girl.
"Milo, is a good guy. He's strong and sweet and friendly, he's capable of having you as his own. Do you want me to ask him to marry you?" I asked taking her hand in mine and kissing her palm.
"Ask him, you mean by force him, then no. I want him to have some feelings for me. I...I want him to love me. I want him to tell me that he wants me...but Werewolves....They have mates, they...They only fall in love with their mates. He'd never want me." She said, her voice trembling.
I brought her before me and made her sit on the chair. I knelt before her, holding her hands in my own.
"Baby girl, I can order him to marry y-"
"No! You don't understand! I want him to love me! I want him to look at me with adoration in his eyes on the day of our marriage, I want him to kiss me good morning every day, stroke my stomach that would be round with his children, grow old with me! But you don't understand! Because your not capable of love! You've never loved anyone! " she said angrily shoving my hands away.
I stood up from the ground. Penny soon realised what she said but the damage was already done.
It's true. I never truly loved anyone. I was a monster. Only capable of hurting people.
I tured away from Penny, she tried putting her hand on my shoulder and stop me but I walked away without saying anything to her.
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