Morgan Leon tells me to spend the day pampering myself with Akito as he and Blake are taking me to dinner later tonight. As much as I want to protest and tell them I don’t feel like going, that I’m tired and want to stay home I know I can’t put it off forever. I went to the doctor last week, I’m pregnant. So many emotions have been flooding through me since, I don’t know how to handle it. I don’t know how to handle this. Part of me wants to be happy, but the bigger part of me is terrified, how can I raise a child like this? I don’t know who the father is, how can I tell them that one of them is going to be a father while the other has to sit back and watch from the side lines? I take an extra long bath, staring down at my still extremely flat stomach, pondering my options. I coul

