The snow has finally started to melt, and we can finally go home. The roads are reopening. I can hear the snow plows from the main road going past. A sense of relief floods through me, the idea of leaving the cabin excites me but also terrifies me at the same time.
Our joint relationship will soon be out in the open. People will know. I am scared of how people will react, how they will judge me. Judge us. Part of me wants to bolt, run away. A big part of me. I’m terrified of spending the rest of my life with these two, to become theirs completely. I don’t know how to submit myself completely to them. There’s always a small part of me that’s fighting them.
I roll over in bed onto my stomach, my hand hitting Blake’s chest. My fingers slide against his skin, he’s warm and smooth. Leon is
