Living to love you

Lory and Xavier Breaks Up

Good morning Lory! Morning mom, why are you up so early? Lory I need to talk to you before you go to school and I need you to think hard about what I am going to say. OK mom what's wrong? You and Xavier need to break up Lory he is not good for you, he is a wimp a douche bag and not mature enough for you. No! I wont break up with Xavier. I love him mom. He is my soulmate, my anchor. We decided after school we will get married and build a life together. No way I'm breaking up with him. Well Lory you need to as you and Sean is dating now. Lory you cant have two boyfriends. But mom I'm not dating Sean! Oh well then you need to start dating Sean, he can look after you Lory and if you don't ill tell Xavier you kissed Sean last night with passion. I did not kiss Sean he kissed me and I ran off remember. No you still kissed him and that will break Xavier's heart, he will never forgive you. Xavier will hate you forever for cheating on him.  Lory stormed out the door slamming it so hard that the paint came of the door frame. Dammit why cant my so called mother just leave me the hell alone to live my life the way I choose? The day at school was a long and hard one and Lory could not concentrate on anything said in class. She was thinking about Xavier. My sweet Xavier love of my life, how can she expect me to leave you?

Lory got on the bus from school crying all the way home as she knew Xavier will be waiting at the bus stop as he does every afternoon. Hey my sweet pee Xavier greeted her as soon as she got off the bus. Xavier took her book case and Lory started crying uncontrollably. What happened? Did someone hurt you? Who? Lory talk to me! No Xavier no one hurt me, at least not physically. But I need to talk to you Xavier. Ok Lory lets talk. What is going on with you? Xavier I need to break up with you. I need to let us go. Xavier stood like a salt pillar he did not know if he heard her correctly. Lory what did you say? Xavier I need to leave you. But why Lory? What did I do wrong? Nothing Xavier, I cant tell you everything but one day you will know the truth and forgive me. Lory I cannot accept this. Is there some one else you love? No Xavier there is no one else. Then why? Xavier now started crying his brown eyes became dark almost black and his face was as white as linen. I truly am sorry Xavier I love you with all my heart but we will never work out. My mother does not like you and she will keep trying to keep us apart. Lory I am not dating your mother, I don't care what she does or says we will get thru this. Just give us a chance Lory please. No Xavier no I cant even if I want to. Xavier took Lorys hand and they walked together to her house. Lory invited him in for coffee so they can talk some more behind a closed kitchen door. Lory I feel like a used bread board, cutted piece by piece. I will never get over this, never get over you and I will never forgive you for this pain you caused me. Xavier I don't want to hurt you and I don't want you to be in pain. I love you with all my heart but I cant be with you. Cant you see me being with you will get you hurt at some point? Lory you don't make any sense at all, but I think we talked enough. Just know if I leave out that door I am done. I am sorry Xavier and I hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me. I hope you find a wife deserving of you. Who will love and care for you. Xavier left that afternoon crying actually sobbing while Lory stood in that kitchen feeling like her heart was ripped out and stepped upon. In a soft voice she cried out I love you Xavier and I always will.

LeAnn could see Lory is not looking well but she shrugged it off and kept pushing Lory towards Sean. Lory tried to avoid LeAnn the whole week but to no avail LeAnn would keep making small talk and telling Lory how glad she is that Lory left Xavier. Sean came to visit the weekend and LeAnn could not wait to tell Sean about Lory and Xavier's break up. So Lory now you can be my girl forever? I guess so Lory replied. Sean held Lorys hand each time she sat next to him, he talked to her for hours. Lory decided to make piece with her new boyfriend and try to make it work, although her heart belonged to Xavier.