SOPHIA’S POV
The next morning, I woke up before my alarm. For a moment, I couldn't remember why I felt so nervous, and then it hit me: I was going to see Ethan again today.
I groaned and buried my face in my pillow. This was ridiculous. He was just a study partner. A rival. An Eastgate student who I was supposed to hate. But no matter how many times I told myself that, I couldn't shake the flutter in my stomach when I thought about his green eyes and his warm laugh.
At school, I couldn't focus. In every class, my mind wandered back to the library, to the way Ethan had looked at me when he said goodnight. Emma noticed something was off.
"You're acting weird," she said at lunch. "Did something happen with the competition?"
"No," I said quickly. "I'm just tired."
Emma narrowed her eyes. "You're lying. You always get this look on your face when you're hiding something."
"I'm not hiding anything."
"Sophia, I've been your best friend since kindergarten. I know when something is going on."
I sighed. I couldn't tell Emma the truth, mostly because I didn't understand it myself. How could I explain that I was developing feelings for someone I was supposed to hate? That I was looking forward to spending time with the enemy?
"It's just... the competition is stressful," I said finally. "I want to win so badly, and I'm scared I'll mess it up."
Emma's face softened. "You're not going to mess it up. You're the smartest person I know."
"That's what you said yesterday."
"And I meant it. You're going to win this scholarship, Sophia. I believe in you."
I smiled, but inside, I wasn't so sure. The scholarship was important, but it wasn't the only thing on my mind anymore. And that was the problem.
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That afternoon, I arrived at the library early again. I told myself it was because I wanted to be prepared, but really, I just wanted to see Ethan. I wanted to know if the connection I had felt last night was real or if I had imagined it.
He showed up at exactly 4:00 PM, just like before. But this time, instead of a smirk, he had a genuine smile on his face.
"Hey," he said. "I brought coffee."
He handed me a cup, and I took it, surprised. "How did you know I like coffee?"
"Lucky guess."
I took a sip. It was exactly how I liked it—black, with a little bit of sugar. Either Ethan was incredibly lucky, or he had done his research.
"Thanks," I said, trying to ignore the warmth spreading through my chest.
"No problem." Ethan sat down and pulled out his notebook. "So, I was thinking about our study plan. I know you like structure, so I made a schedule."
He handed me a piece of paper, and I looked at it. It was a detailed schedule with specific times for each subject, breaks built in, and even a section for practice exams.
"This is... really good," I admitted.
"I told you, I want to win."
I looked up at him, and for a moment, I saw something in his eyes that made my breath catch. Determination, yes, but also something softer. Something that looked almost like affection.
"Okay," I said, clearing my throat. "Let's get to work."
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The next few weeks flew by. Ethan and I met almost every day, and with each session, I learned more about him. I learned that he worked part-time at his uncle's auto shop to help his parents pay bills. I learned that his father had been in and out of trouble with the law, and that his mother had struggled with addiction before getting clean. I learned that he had a younger sister named Lily who he adored more than anything in the world.
And with each session, I found it harder and harder to remember why I was supposed to hate him.
"You're different than I expected," I told him one evening. We had finished early and were sitting outside the library, watching the sun set.
"Different how?"
"I don't know. I thought you'd be... I don't know..."
"Arrogant? Cocky? Impossible to work with?"
I laughed. "Something like that."
Ethan smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "People judge me based on my school and my family. They think because I'm from Eastgate and because of my parents' past, I must be trouble. But I'm not. I'm just trying to make a better life for myself."
"I know," I said softly. "I see that now."
Ethan turned to look at me, and the air between us seemed to thicken. "You're the first person from Westbrook who's actually given me a chance. Everyone else just assumes I'm the enemy."
"I assumed you were the enemy too," I admitted. "But I was wrong."
Ethan reached out and touched my hand, just barely, his fingers brushing against mine. "Can I tell you something?"
I nodded, my heart pounding.
"I'm glad we got paired together. I know it's only been a few weeks, but... I feel like I can be myself around you. Like I don't have to pretend."
I opened my mouth to respond, but before I could, a car drove by and honked loudly. The moment shattered, and Ethan pulled his hand back, looking embarrassed.
"We should probably go," he said, standing up.
"Yeah," I agreed, even though I didn't want to leave.
We walked to the corner in silence, and when we got there, Ethan stopped.
"Same time tomorrow?"
"Same time tomorrow."
He smiled, and I smiled back, and then he turned and walked away.
I watched him go, my heart aching with something I couldn't name. This was dangerous. I knew it was dangerous. But I couldn't stop myself from falling.
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That night, I couldn't sleep. I kept replaying the moment when Ethan touched my hand, the way his fingers felt against mine, the way he looked at me like I was something precious.
I got up and walked to my window, looking out at the moonlit street. My phone buzzed, and I picked it up. It was a text from Ethan.
"I know this is crazy, but I can't stop thinking about you."
I stared at the message, my heart racing. I should have ignored it. I should have told him to focus on the competition. I should have reminded him that we were rivals, that we were supposed to hate each other.
But instead, I typed a response.
"I can't stop thinking about you either."
I hit send before I could change my mind.
Three dots appeared, then disappeared. Then appeared again.
"Can I call you?"
I hesitated for only a second.
"Yes."
My phone rang immediately, and I answered, my voice barely a whisper. "Hi."
"Hi," Ethan said, and I could hear the smile in his voice. "I know we're supposed to be studying partners, but I don't want to pretend anymore."
"Pretend what?"
"That I don't have feelings for you. That I don't want to be more than just your partner."
My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. "Ethan..."
"Tell me you feel it too," he said. "Tell me I'm not imagining this."
"You're not imagining it," I whispered.
We talked for hours, until the sun started to rise, and by the time we hung up, I knew that nothing would ever be the same.
But I also knew that we were playing with fire. Our schools were rivals. Our friends would never understand. And if anyone found out, it could destroy everything.
But in that moment, with Ethan's voice still echoing in my ears, I didn't care.
I was falling in love with the enemy. And I wasn't sure if I wanted to stop.