UGH!!! I hate this! It has been days, and my mate isn’t here.
I even broke down today and went to his dorm room, but as soon as I got there, I found out that he has already moved out. I didn’t even know.
Based on what the lady there said, Ben had moved out the day after the ceremony and I didn’t have any clue.
How can I not even know? I guess I’m really ignoring him. But now, I don’t have any idea where he is at.
Plus, I still haven’t talked with Wyatt. I don’t want to also lose such a good friend over this whole ordeal.
Looking back, I agree with Dee that I have handled everything completely wrong, but how do I fix it now. I want to fix it so badly, and I want Ben back beside me. Not only in bed at night, but I also want him next to me during the day. We have just st
