That was the hardest night for me ever in my life. I wanted to be next to my mate, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Kane was exactly the same way. We struggled throughout the night, but we did finally get some sleep. I just hope that Ford and Mike have gained some understanding in what they have done. Both Kane and I nearly crumbled when Dee called last night, but together we held our ground. If we go back now, I don’t think that Ford and Mike will have learned anything. No, I’m positive that they wouldn’t, and Kane and I would be left ignored and hurt. However, everything that I’ve seen this morning seems to make up for my aching heart. Phillip is finally acting all lovey dovey with Wyatt. I would have never even believed it if I didn’t see it with my own eyes.

