I have been so nervous and no matter what I try to calm me down, doesn’t seem to work. It is my birthday party. I’m supposed to be excited and happy, but I can’t stop worrying about what is actually going to happen when everyone gets here.
I sit at the end of my bed, and I can’t seem to get my mind to stop thinking about all the terrible outcomes for tonight. One of the possible endings is that Josh and Phillip get into a fist fight over Wyatt. That wouldn’t be good at all. Another possible scenario, that keeps playing out in my mind, is that Alpha Pinnirat explodes and drags Wyatt out of the party. I don’t even want to think about what happens next, but whatever it is, it can’t be good.
Oh, why does it have to be like this. I want to enjoy my birthday and celebrate with my fr
