December 19th
Couldn’t sleep because of anxiety.
I left work early today (by which I mean I only worked half an hour of overtime instead of the three hours I’d planned). I was so congested I moaned with every breath. Turns out that’s off-putting and makes your coworkers uncomfortable. Who knew?
When I got home, I called Bonnie first thing. She had news. Well, firstly, she’d gone to the house to fetch her mail and do some other stuff, but more importantly, she’d heard from Jim. He wants to Skype with her tonight. I don’t know why. If she knows, she didn’t tell me.
What if he feels bad that she’s spending Christmas alone? She still hasn’t told him about us. He has no way of knowing we’re together so much of the time. Unless someone else told him. Bonnie and I go for walks in
