I Died

Chapter Twelve

Warning: Read at your own risk

Our wedding day came, I at least did a good job of pretending that I was happy with it. Mama was crying nang ginaganap ang kasal, we did it in the Galves garden since it was large and beautiful enough to celebrate an occasion doon. Only a few people came because of my request to my papa. How pathetic to get married when my wound is not fully healed yet.

Kasalukuyan akong nakaupo sa duyan ng balkonahe sa resthouse na tinuluyan namin matapos ang kasal. I don't know where exactly I am right now. We did even use a business class flight, even if I thought it wasn't necessary. Seiger was still inside, hindi ko alam kung anong ginagawa niya. Not too far from where I am right now, there is a bottle sitting on a small table. It says on the bottle "black label", kinuha ko iyon at binuksan. It smells weird, nagsalin ako ng kaunti doon sa baso at tinikman iyon. The moment I drank it, I felt like my throat was burning. Inubos ko iyon para malasahan. Nagsalin pa uli ako para malasahan iyon, baka nagkamali lang ako. Nang matapos inumin ang ikalawang baso ay napagtanto ko na hindi ko iyon gusto.

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko dito. Walang katao tao sa lugar na ito. Sa halip, tumingin nalang ako sa pababang araw at pinakinggan ang mga hampas ng alon.

Itutulak ko na sana ang sahig na gawa sa kahoy gamit ang paa ko para lakasan ang hampas ng duyan nang bumangga ang likod ko sa kung ano.

Hindi ako lumingon instead I felt small kisses being planted on my neck. His breath coming from his nose made me feel weak all over my body. Pumunta siya sa harap ko at inabot ako ang mukha ko at nagsimulang halikan ako. Why does my body keep betraying me? I'm supposed to refuse and not react at all sa mga ginagawa niya sa akin. Just this time, I will let him do this for me. Lumuhod siya sa akin at tumingala sa akin. I touched his hair, behind his ears, his cheeks. Ipinaghiwalay niya ang hita ko at sinumulang halikan iyon habang gumagapang ang kanang kamay niya papaloob sa robang suot ko "wa--wait" nakiliti ako sa paghalik niya sa mga hita ko lalo na nang naradaman kong tumaas ang direksyon nito. His hand went to stomach kung saan ang lock ng roba ko. Inalis niya ang pagkakatali niyon and it revealed my body. It's a good thing that I am wearing underwear.

Ah?

I dont know how he managed to unclasp my upper lingerie and reveal my breasts. Tumayo ako tinakpan iyon "what are you doing? people might s--" hindi niya ako hinayaang matapos ang sasabihin ko binuhat niya ako. "Ibaba mo ako" pangungulit ko sa kanya at naglikot para mapilitan siyang ibaba ako.

Naglakad siya papunta sa masters bedroom at inilapag ako roon sa kama. Umiling ako para ipakita sa kanyang "n--n" he pushed me para makahiga ako and he removed my entire robe, leaving me only my undies. "Aaahh stop Re--" he kissed my left n****e while one of his hands traveled and slipped to my panty. It feels like I'm on fire, like I cannot do anything about him. "Stop...ahhh" his two fingers entered mine. He ripped the only piece of clothing I was wearing. Ang mga halik niya ay bumaba papunta sa tiyan hanggang sa pinakababa where my sensitives are, he kissed and trying to enter in there using his mouth. I reached out for his head using my two hands and almost pulled his hair because of what he was doing to me.

"I love you Erin" he uttered a word, but I cannot react to it at all because of everything he is doing. He removed his white t-shirt so sexily and unbuttoned his pants and underwear at the same time. Leaving him nothing but his asset, napalagok ako roon nang makita ko iyon "noo" he locked my hands using his and looked for eyes longer than a second and eventually released them.

" This will hurt, don't move alright?" he kissed my forehead and toused himself and started to brush my opening using his "aaaaaahhhhhh" I covered my mouth using my mouth, but he did not let me do that.

"No one will hear you love, you are free to moan as much as you want" he whispered to my ears and continued brushing his tip to mine as if he was teasing me and making me wet.

"W--what are you---" I did not have the chance to finish what I was saying when he entered. He kissed me. I feel like I...my body was ripped just now. "Nggh" I tried to move even if it hurts.

"I'll be gentle" pagkasabi niya sa akin nun ay hinalikan niya ako sa noo and he slowly started moving in and out. Our skin is making weird noises habang pabilis nang pabilis ang galaw niya together with his long and big asset down there. He is caressing my both breasts so gently with his both hands as if he is making a beautiful vase.

"AHHH AHHH, stop stop please" I pleaded because I couldn't keep up with his pace, but he did not. I feel like there is something we want to achieve and we are almost there. Niyakap ko siya hanggang sa bumaon ang kuko ko sa likod niya. We kissed passionately till we reached our orgasm, if the sheets where we are lying are made of paper matagal na iyong nalukot dahil sa nilamukos ko iyon at hinila.

"Youre beautiful wife" he whispered to my ears and kissed my ears down to my neck. Nasa ibabaw ko parin siya at nakakulong ako sa kanya dahil sa mga kamay niyang nakasandal sa tabi ng magkabila kong braso. I kissed him.

Nagising akong nakapatong ang ulo sa braso ni Seiger, nagsilbi iyong unan ko. His eyes were still closed. Tumagilid ako para mas matitigan ko pa ng maayos ang mukha niyang araw araw kong kinasasabikang makita. Inabot ko ang ang kanyang mukha at hinaplos ang kanyang pisngi. It was a bit rough because of his hair. Nagising siya doon sa ginawa ko, he opened his eyes and saw a glimpse of soft smile in him. I wish we could stay like this. "Morning" niyakap niya ko at pinaulanan ng halik sa mukha. His hands traveled down to my stomach and lower. Nakiliti ako doon and immediately tinampa ko iyon and he chuckled. Nang makawala sa yakap niya ay sinubukan kong tumayo pero napabalik lang ako sa higaan dahil sa sakit naramdaman. "Youre sore because of me" he chuckled again. "Stay there, I will get us something to eat" aniya at tumayo. Now that it was morning, I saw his whole thing. Tinakpan ko ang mata ko gamit ang dalawa kong kamay. Narinig ko siyang tumawa, nakatakip parin ang mga mata ko gamit ang kamay ko pero inalis niya iyon. He was wearing boxer shorts na.

We ate breakfast. Swim at the beach. Made a sand castle. Sleep under the sun.

All the things we felt like doing ended in three short days. I'm back at school and so does he at his work.