Quantic Leaks

Winter 2012

Into a dazzling white night, a young girl, takes a walk into the unknown.

Evelynne was going down the path of her village between soft snowy mountains with a starry sky above her head. She was wearing a sheep skin knee-long jacket made by her grandfather for his recently decessed wife, her ginger hairs where matching her frozen cheeks. Her expression was showing that she was deep into her thoughts.

She was thinking about her grandmother while the funny sound of her leather boots has just stopped and her eyes got set on a perfectly shaped globe. After few seconds of staring at this unusual object, she rushes instinctively with her whole body towards it. Her awareness brings the whistle of the wind into her attention as her eyes are still focused on this ball. Everything starts to blurry, the image is shaking and she lets go of her vision for a few seconds in an uncontrollable state of peace and chaos. As she opens her eyes again she sees the frame of the crystal-like object lengthened in front of her as a tv screen from her childhood. The surroundings are all white, like in a tunnel of icy light.

She gazes deep into the frame and as in a puzzle she resembles a sort of encrypted movie telling her that there will be some sort of portal in 3 weeks from now, a gate towards undiscovered relams of infinite knowledge undescifrable yet.

Evelynne also sees the hand of her grandmother giving her the key of the barn she was born in 23 years ago. She was born there in secret by her mother that managed to hide herself and live there for almost 7 months in it's attic.

The reason why her mother, Erika, had to do this is that when she was 19 she had a love affair with a charming 43 years old butcher that left her pregnant and was never seen again. As she thought that her parents would not understand all this, she disappeared looking through the whole village for 2 days and 2 nights for Evelynne's father. In this time, of November 1988, exausted and disappointed, not knowing what to do, Erika had the fortune to find the door of a house open. She entered to ask for a cup of water, but in exchange, the 7 brothers and sisters living in this coven wanted to know what happened to her. She opened up and told them all the story of her pregnancy and so they decided to invite her to live with them. Tree weeks she could spend there, then she had to runaway again. On the last day of her being in the house she could not take any more of their words as they told her that she was blessed with a single daughter that would have to die at 23 years old. She rushed out and hid into the barn of her parents house until the birth of her daughter. Erika was sneaking out in the night to steal provisions from the basement, her bed was made out of hay and happily she had 2 blankets and a pillow she managed to get from her room in a day there was nobody home. She also had few candles and a metal container that where her light and heating system as she was burning small wood sticks into the can.

The wind wispered Evelynne all this story about her birth in the moments she could not help but loose herself into the statics of intensity of divine understanding of her own essence.