Eternal Love Book Four: Russian Love

Chapter Seven: Marriage?

It took weeks for Radames to get Bastet to even look at him. She had spent time away from everyone once her memories had returned and had talked very little. Finally, the day came two months after her birthday when Mama Nat got herself involved.

She took Katya/Bastet for a drive as soon as they were alone the scolding began.

“Katya, Bastet I get that you have every right to be angry at Anatoly, in your position I would be furious to. But it's been two months and enough is enough. Neither one of you can change the past all you can do is focus on the future. I know you love him and he loves you I can see it and feel it. Stop being so angry and let it go.” Natalia tells her.

Katya lets out a quiet laugh, “Mama Nat, I'm not avoiding him because I’m angry. I have three now four lives in my head, I have been spending the last two months trying to untangle some of the memories. Some things are so confusing I've been avoiding him because when he’s around it’s hard to separate my past from my present. I just needed time to sort things out in my head. You're right I do love him I always have. But I don’t think he fully understands the full effects of what he’s done. I've died horribly multiple times, I remember it all, and some night I feel it all repeatedly. I needed time to figure out what I want. Do I want to live forever with him or die and have to go through this all over again? Do I risk pissing off the gods or do I suffer repeatedly just for brief moments of happiness with the man I love? That's what I've been trying to figure out.”

Nat is quiet, she had thought that Katya was just giving Anatoly the silent treatment because she was mad. Now she realized it went much deeper than that. She was trying to make an almost impossible decision. One that would affect her forever. It all began to make sense now.

Nat stopped trying to scold her after that. They spend the day together and when they returned home it finally happened. Anatoly couldn't take the silence from Katya anymore. She went into her room after giving him a quick glance.

When everyone else fell asleep Anatoly went and quietly opened her door, she was sitting at her desk writing her eyebrows furrowed deep in thought. She let out a sigh after a few moments and closed her notebook. When she heard the door close, she turned and looked, there stood Anatoly, looking at her quietly from the door. He had a sad look on his face and she knew it was her fault.

She got up her long night gown trailing the floor, and she sat on her bed then gently patted the empty spot next to her. Anatoly came over and sat down, it felt like the silence lasted forever until she finally spoke.

“I know you think I'm angry with you, at first I was furious with you. But after a few days of thinking I understood, and I’m not mad at you anymore. I've been avoiding you because of the decision I must make, but it hasn’t just been that. Three lifetimes of memories are a lot to absorb at one time, being around you was only confusing me more... I needed to piece everything together to get a clean picture. It’s the only way I can decide about this immortality.

A part of me wants to just because I don’t want to lose you again and dying is awful. The other part of me is afraid of what that would mean. Another part of me wonders if I can even handle going through this again. Being born, living a life for eighteen years, having my memories come crashing down on me, just to die again. All the heart break of it all damn near broke me and you being here was making it worse. I've lost so many people I’ve loved I don’t know if I can keep doing it.” Katya tells him.

Her body was shaking, her eyes flowing with tears, even now the pain of it all was strong.

Anatoly puts his arms around her, “I’m sorry Bastet I never wanted you to feel pain like this. I should have given you a choice the first time. It should’ve always been your decision.” He tells her softly.

She looks at him, “I forgive you Radames,” she says.

They stare into each other's eyes for a long moment and then it happens. They kiss each other, it was a passion hunger filled kiss. Although this body of hers had never been touched she remembered his touch from her other lives. The memories faded as the fire burned at her core. Radames knew the moment he looked into her eyes that she still loved him, that had never changed. Their kissing became deeper and more passion filled.

There was a fire burning in them both and they had every intention of quenching their thirst and desire for one another. Wasting time wasn’t an option, it took only a few moments before they both lay bare in her bed under the heavy blankets.

Anatoly quickly slid on top of Katya softly caressing her pale white flesh. She let out a quiet moan and let her legs fall open. Anatoly slid in between her thighs his hard c**k pulsating with desire.

“This is going to hurt a bit, I’m sorry it can't be helped.” He whispers softly as he kisses her and then thrusts in deep and fast, his hard c**k entering her wet body and breaking through her barrier. She gasps in pain as he gently caresses her cheek and gently begins sliding his c**k in and out of her.

It took her a few moments to get adjusted to him, the feeling of his thick c**k deep inside her, she let out a moan as he began moving faster driving his c**k deeper inside her. She wrapped her legs around his waist letting him get his full length deep inside her. His heavy balls hitting her body. He let out a moan as he slid out of her and turned her around, she got on her hands and knees and he shoves his c**k back into her from behind.

He grabbed her hips and slammed his c**k into her dripping, hot p***y repeatedly. It didn't take either one of them long to reach their point of ecstasy. Katya gasped and let out a moan as her p***y clenched and spasmed tightly onto his c**k as she had her first orgasm in this new body of hers.

Anatoly moaned and finally spilled his seed deep inside her... Once they had caught their breath, they lay there holding one another.

“Katya, are you going to marry me again?” Anatoly asks softly as he plays with her hair.

Katya smiles and says back just as softly, “Of course why wouldn’t I?”

“I’ve just been worried especially with how you reacted at first, I thought maybe you hated me.” He tells her.

She gently shakes her head no, “I could never hate you. Even with everything that happened I can’t hate you. I love you too much.”

“I love you to. I know it’s a hard choice for you to make but any idea what you’re going to decide?” He asks her.

Katya shakes her head again, “No, but when I do decide you’ll be the first to know.” That was how the night ended, with both of them satisfied, yet the future still a question for them both...

Months passed then a year had passed and they still hadn’t married. Katya kept putting it off something inside her told her that Anatoly was still hiding something from her. A few days before her twenty first birthday she was ready to make her choice. Until she was told the final piece of the puzzle.

IT wasn't just an innocent soul that had to be sacrificed, it had to be someone innocent with a strong connection to the person doing the sacrifice, a connection that was bound by blood. There was only one person who fit that description, Gio. Both who Katya would die before even considering sacrificing them.

When Anatoly told her this final piece of the puzzle, Katya packed a bag and left. She needed to get away from them all. She needed to be somewhere else. Her eyes clouded with tears and just as when she was a child, she didn't see the storm creeping in...