Captured Fate

Chapter 4

Get up Amara

But it's so comfy here

We need to go eat

    I scoffed at Leigha's words, but I knew she was right. I sat up on the bed and started to go through the basket of clothes, all of these clothes smelled so clean, and they were all so soft. I found a pair of underwear that I really liked, the pair of panties I picked out were like the ones I just had on but these still had a tag, 'thong' hmm I guess I like thongs then. They were really soft and were light blue with a 'vs' written in white on the side, I spotted a pair of sweatpants or joggers, I couldn't remember the difference but they were all gray and apparently made from what's called 'polar fleece'. Among the many tops, there was a simple black cotton spaghetti strap tank top. I grabbed two white ankle socks and slipped them on, I then grabbed the thong and put it on, making sure to situate them once I had them fully on, I pulled the tank top over my head and squeezed my breasts through the tight fabric, there has to be an easier way to let them sit comfortably under my clothes, I sighed while situating them in a somewhat comfortable position. I then pulled up the pants squealing with how soft they are, I then tied the strings hanging from the pants into a little bow.

    I walked into the bathroom to finally look at myself in the mirror now that I was clean and my hair was dry. I loved my eyes, they were a grayish blue, almost like a storm, My hair was a medium brown color, it came down to the bottom of my waist and was wavy. My pale skin is complimented by my brown hair, which in return made my eyes pop. I looked at my arms and chest and almost cried. My body was ugly, I could see my burn scars on my arms and the long scar that started on my left upper breast that wrapped down my torso. Who would love me knowing my body looks like this? I started to break down in tears thinking about how I ended up this way.

[FLASHBACK]

    I woke up, almost jolting from my bed. I had to pee really badly for some reason, I rushed to the toilet as fast as I could and released the pressure that was weighing on my bladder. After a few moments, I noticed that I still felt some liquid coming out. I went to go wipe and it still didn't stop, I looked in the toilet and started screaming, I was bleeding from my v****a. Why was I bleeding? Am I dying? I kept screaming not knowing what to do. My door slammed open, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SCREAMING ABOUT!" the big guard who always watches me at night boomed. "I-I-I'm blee-e-e-eeding," I pointed and he growled at me, "That is normal for females who start to mature, it happens monthly you stupid b***h!" he grabbed me by my hair and started to drag me out of my room, "Please don't beat me, I-I didn't know," I started to cry not wanting to get beat again. The guard stopped and smirked at me, "oh, trust me you're not going to be beaten.. well not by our fists," he started to do a low chuckle and I wanted to vomit with how he looked at me. "You're a big girl now so we get to do more things." 

    I've read enough to know what he was implying and started to scream louder, he continued to drag me down the hall by my hair. He stopped at a door I have not seen before, When he opened it I seen chains and a bed on the floor, the chains were the same metal as my door and floor. He pushed me into the room smacking my ass as he pushed me onto the bed. His eyes clouded over and he waited another minute, and the other big guards came in through the door with sickening grins on their faces. They looked down at my legs seeing blood coming from my privates. When they all started to close in on me, I started to fight back, I dug my finger into one of their eyes feeling a pop and warm oozing feeling  "F*CKING b***h" he held his eye and ran out while I kicked one of the guards in the throat. They backed up and growled at me, I heard bones cracking and shifting as I watched in fear as they turned into large wolves of all different colors. 

    I started to back up as I was terrified, what are these things? They backed me into a wall and I was right by the chains, one of them shifted back, grabbing the chains and locking them to my wrists, I noticed he got burned but healed fast. The rest of the men switched back into their regular forms they started to pull the chain and my arms started to be raised, By the time they had me hanging a few inches off the ground one of them had a blade of some sort, made from whatever metal it was that was burning my wrists. "You made one of us bleed, now we will make you bleed." I spat in his face what he got close to me, and that's when I felt it, there was a sharp burning pain in my left chest, I looked down and seen he was cutting into me, he dragged the knife from above my little n****e to my bottom left ribcage. he then ripped it through my stomach to my right side, but not enough to puncture my organs, he then dragged the blade through my skin tearing it down to my right knee. All I could taste while I was screaming was some metallic liquid, by the time he was done I passed out. 

[FLASHBACK ENDS]

    I didn't want anybody to see my scars so I ran back into the room and grabbed a zip-up hoodie, It was a nice colored baby blue, I zipped it up to where you could no longer see my scars. Just as I finished zipping it up there was a knock on my door. "Amara? Are you ready to go down to eat?" it was Brian I smiled at the thought of him and the thought of food. "Be right out!" I double-checked myself in the mirror and opened my door. I was not prepared for what was waiting for me on the other side, Brian was wearing a matching gray sweatsuit, I don't know what came over me but when I looked down by his waist there was a very large bulge coming from his pants. *gulp* Again this wetness started to form in my underwear, "Wh-what is happening?" I asked him as he looked at me with lustful eyes yet again. "It's the mate bond, it causes mates to be, bluntly, horny for each other." I licked my lips but wanted food more than I wanted Brian right now, my stomach emphasized that as it growled in hunger. 

    Brian laughed and shook his head, "Let's go get you some food." He waved towards the stairs, when we walked down the bottom stairs I felt eyes on me, I looked around and seen almost everybody stare at me, not saying anything. I looked to Brian and he just shrugged his shoulders and waved for me to keep walking with him. When we made it to the kitchen, Mr. and Mrs. Jones came up to me, "And who might this she-wolf be?" she wiggled her eyebrows at Brian and me, I couldn't help but let out a giggle. "My name is Amara," I told Mrs. Jones with a blushing smile on my face, something about her was so warm and loving. Unexpectedly she gave me a hug, "Well, it is lovely to meet you Amara, but oh my you are all skin and bones, let me change that," she let go and turned on her heal, grabbing a plate and stuffing it with food, yet being careful it does not cross-contaminate. 

    I started to drool at all the food, Mr. Jones told me what everything was, there were mashed potatoes, green beans, carrots, lamb chops, honey-smoked ham, alfredo noodles, baked beans, and a ton of condiments. Brian led me to the ranked members' table, since I knew almost everybody we only had to introduce me to Dominik's sister, Skyler, she was almost an exact copy of Dominik, but she had blonde curly hair that came down to her breasts, and she was covered in light freckles. Then there were Brian's parents, Maggie and Jackson, Maggie has green eyes, shoulder-length straight dark brown hair, she was honestly really tall, but beautiful nonetheless. Jackson also had green eyes, and short black hair, much like Brian's, he was taller than his wife and mate, but shorter than Brian. 

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    After dinner Brian took me around the pack to introduce me, almost everybody was so nice and welcoming towards me besides a group of females. I believe their names were Amber, Lana, Rebecca, and Malorie. I just brushed them off, I knew they would come to be an issue in the future but I didn't care at that moment. Natalie volunteered to show me around the packhouse, there was a large indoor pool, a gym, library, rec room, movie theater, a trampoline room, and so much more I can't even process how big this place really is. 

    We ended up staying in the rec room and she taught me how to play pool, as I was beating her the guys and Skyler walked in. "Hey, you!" Skyler wrapped her arms around me in a hug, I had a feeling we girls would become close friends. "Hey Sky, wanna play me next round?" "Don't do it, she's a pro don't let her fool you," we all laughed, for the first time in a long time, I felt happy. "Hey, I can't help it, I'm naturally good at this." I stuck my tongue out at Natalie teasing her, "Oh you most certainly are on, I want to see if this is just beginner's luck!" we giggled as I knocked my last ball in and then the 8ball followed. "Woohoo!!!" 

    "Oh, you are so on!" Skyler shouted in excitement. I looked over at the boys and smiled when I watched as they were enjoying their video game. I kept noticing Brian staring at me here and there, it made a blush creep up on my face. "Hellooooo? It's your turn." Skyler shouted at me turned my attention away from Brian. "Sorry I was.. distracted." both Natalie and Skyler laughed at me and I couldn't help but laugh with them. As we kept getting into round after round of pool, I started to overheat. I then remembered that I had a zip-up hoodie on, without thinking I took it off and after a minute I realized everyone in the rec room was staring at me. "Amara, what are all these scars from?" Skyler asked me as I felt like I was choking up. I felt the hurt coming off of everyone's faces.

We can tell them, they care for us

    I nodded mentally and sat down. everybody sitting down on the couches staring at me patiently. "A lot of these are burn scars, where I was at before here was filled with cruel people. Most of the time after I came of age, they would pour hot liquid silver on me, anytime they wanted to punish me for something, or got bored I would get either a new scar, new bruises, or broken bones of some sort." I looked at all of them and realized they were crying, either out of anger or sympathy. Natalie came up to me and hugged me, she started to cry while sobbing into my shoulder, "I am so sorry you had to go through that." She looked down and stared at the scar on my left breast that she couldn't see where it ended. "What's this one? It looks different from the rest," she whispered the question in my ear so nobody else would hear. I looked at her with pleading eyes not to point it out. Almost as if she knew what I was trying to say, "Well I think these just make you a strong warrior and survivor. I can already tell that you will make a great Luna." she winked and Brian and me, I just blushed a deep red.