*CJ* We are at Payton's place. Her parents had insisted on buying her a little house. Apparently they did not find it appropriate that she lived at Zac’s place. We have decided to stay for the night and we are currently laying side by side in a big hammock in the tiny backyard watching the stars. Or Payton is looking at me. Her hand drawing circles on my stomach. "Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve you CJ". "You did nothing, Payton. You were just you, I am not a prize to be won or something you need to be deserving of". I say, running a hand into her hair. I really don't want her putting me on a pedestal. She smiles softly. "To me you are special… but I see what you are saying” . I brush a strain of hair from her cheek. "The next eight weeks I only have small things, ta

