*Logan* I am pacing the floor in the waiting room, stopping to try and comfort her family, who in return tries to reassure me how strong she is. My mind keeps going ‘it’s taking too long, why is it taking so long, this is not good’. The door opens and in comes Khalan, out of breath. “Where is she ? Is there any news ?” I kinda know that I am losing it, but I can’t stop myself… and it kinda feels like watching a movie when I grab him by the collar and slam him into the wall. “You have no right to ask and no right to be here… this… is… your…fault”. “Let me go…she is my sister, I have every right to be here”. He is squirming, trying to get free of my grasp. “If she dies… “. My voice is shaking so much I am not capable of finishing the sentence, which is probably good. I do hear the door

